movies, mayhem, and strife?
so. saw rent for the first time last night. amazing. should've seen it ages ago, but it came at the perfect time, really. hit me just the right way, let me get a lot out in the open where i can hopefully deal with it in a more healthy manner.
tonight i saw forbidden kingdom. surprised me how GOOD it was, though it shouldn't have. its easy to forget amid the hollywood and hype that whatever else they are, Li and Chan are topnotch martial artists, and I don't just mean they know how to fight. it gave me a fair bit to think on as well.
on another semi-related note, im now taking mantis kungfu again. just one class a week till i start work again (classes are free, gas isn't) and already, after one class, i feel worlds better, mentally and physically. and spiritually, for that matter. well, i do now that ive stopped being sore. almost forgot how brutal those classes can be. but thats what makes them effective, right?
still plugging away at the job hunt, and at following up the prospects i've already found. been a bit sick lately, but it seems to be passing now.
the biggest news, for those who dont know, is that kelly and I separated a little while ago. I didn't tell anyone right away because I honestly needed some time to come to terms with it myself, as I'm sure she does. please: for the most part, I would mostly like to be left alone on that subject. I'll talk about it if i need to, but I havent been yet really. its too fresh. I still have izzie, and i dont know what id do if i didnt, but they fill very different spots in my life as they always have, so theres only so much she can do to help.
i guess, what it boils down to is im hurting, and theres nothing for it but time.
that, and i will always love you kelly. and I feel your absence keenly. I will miss you till the day I (hopefully) hear from you again. I'll be ready when you are.
May you find the love, peace, and happiness you so richly deserve.
finish school, be successful, and dont let your momma give you no shit.
and above all, be happy.
E
tonight i saw forbidden kingdom. surprised me how GOOD it was, though it shouldn't have. its easy to forget amid the hollywood and hype that whatever else they are, Li and Chan are topnotch martial artists, and I don't just mean they know how to fight. it gave me a fair bit to think on as well.
on another semi-related note, im now taking mantis kungfu again. just one class a week till i start work again (classes are free, gas isn't) and already, after one class, i feel worlds better, mentally and physically. and spiritually, for that matter. well, i do now that ive stopped being sore. almost forgot how brutal those classes can be. but thats what makes them effective, right?
still plugging away at the job hunt, and at following up the prospects i've already found. been a bit sick lately, but it seems to be passing now.
the biggest news, for those who dont know, is that kelly and I separated a little while ago. I didn't tell anyone right away because I honestly needed some time to come to terms with it myself, as I'm sure she does. please: for the most part, I would mostly like to be left alone on that subject. I'll talk about it if i need to, but I havent been yet really. its too fresh. I still have izzie, and i dont know what id do if i didnt, but they fill very different spots in my life as they always have, so theres only so much she can do to help.
i guess, what it boils down to is im hurting, and theres nothing for it but time.
that, and i will always love you kelly. and I feel your absence keenly. I will miss you till the day I (hopefully) hear from you again. I'll be ready when you are.
May you find the love, peace, and happiness you so richly deserve.
finish school, be successful, and dont let your momma give you no shit.
and above all, be happy.
E