Hard Day
Today has been a hard day for me. I was expecting something, anticipating it even, and when it turned out not to be true my heart broke. I'm ready to move on in life. I'm also very hormonal right now, and that adds to my sorrow. Today is a day of heartache. At least the sun is shining, that will make it a little easier to break out of this mood. Dinner with Dad, it's Tuesday, after dinner we carve. I've got to get him to change this to an every other week type of thing. I'm already emotionally drained, and now I have to deal with my father. John told me to cancel, but after all, it is a free dinner, and he will help me take my mind off of things. I just don't want to stay too late tonight.