Mothers Day
I don't have much time as I should be packing a lunch and leaving for work, but I felt the urge to write. Mothers Day was sad, but not horrible. I took my Mom, and my Mother in law to brunch. My Grandmother came along too, but I guess that's skipping ahead. John woke me up as he left for work, kissed me, wished me a happy mothers day. Tears immediatly came to my eyes. He kissed me again and told me not to start the day on that note. So I went back to sleep...always a good solution for grief. By the time I actually got up, I didn't have much time to think about Gabriel. Brunch was delicious and sweet...window shopping afterwards. Anne and I stopped by the hotel to say hi to John. We went up to the roof for the incredible view of Denver. After all that I drove back over to Mom's, and we walked around her neighborhood for the rest of the day just chatting. God, I miss my son! I felt his presence with me all day, I also felt my sadness with me every step.