A very down post
I feel exhausted, sad, and broken right now. I don't know how much sleep I've gotten in the last two nights, but it hasn't been much, then during the day Rayn cries and screams off and on all day. I'm scared, I worry about him and I feel so fucking helpless. Yesterday he would look at me and say "Mama, make the hurt go away". Oh god please let me make the hurt go away. I've tried frozen bannanas, I've tried well....everything! He can't sleep, he can't eat, he's exhausted and in pain. And so am I right now.