Pissed
I'm so livid right now I can barely breathe. The last thing I need in life is my inlaws judging me. Just freaking pissed. And the fact that John and I let their judgment cause an argument between the two of us makes me even more livid. I want to beat them with my dog, except she doesn't deserve that kind of treatment. They come over when I'm sick to take my son and give me a break and then they have the audacity to judge me. Angry...very, very angry. I shouldn't feed my son peanut butter, I should be giving him raw goats milk. I should be buying all the expensive organic produce, eggs, and meat. I should be cleaning my house more, I should be excersizing more. I should never let my son have antibiotics or any western medicine including painkillers. I should be doing absolutely everything different. And my husband doesn't defend me against his parents because he doesn't see the point. Very, very angry.