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Nov 22, 2005 00:45

So I stand here and think about the more or less recent events that are my life. Some things, I understand. Some changes I find. I find life has brought so much to the table. I'm playing at higher stakes, without even realizing that was where I was going and exactly how much all of it meant. I realize now that if I lose it, any of it, there is a hard road of trying to drag myself out of. Once again, I am at the edge of something, and there is one way, back, or down. Is it a neverending confusing circle below, or does it actually have a plausible and pleasant ending for me. Fog has settled over my decision making (yes, here and there), and that pushes the diffculty level even more, the stakes raised ever more. Well there is one thing I know I can do.

Pick up the sword, take the plunge, and meet whatever is below and face it.



"The World I Know"

Has our conscience shown?
Has the sweet breeze blown?
Has all the kindness gone?
Hope still lingers on.
I drink myself of newfound pity
Sitting alone in New York City
And I don't know why.

Are we listening
To hymns of offering?
Have we eyes to see
That love is gathering?
All the words that I've been reading
Have now started the act of bleeding
Into one.

So I walk up on high
And I step to the edge
To see my world below.
And I laugh at myself
While the tears roll down.
'Cause it's the world I know.
It's the world I know.
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