and be the one who catches all your tears
strange. i had a dream that i cheated on john, with this one celebrity that i daydream about every now and then (*cough cough* constantly *cough*). it was so weird... we were staying in a hotel room together, this guy and i (don't know how that happened, but i wish i did), and all that happened was he took me in his arms like in a dip when dancing. i kissed him on the shoulder, but that was it. then suddenly, it was the next day! gasp! maybe we were drunk, so i didn't remember what happened? oh, there are few worse shames in the world... not remembering a night like that!
the next morning, john sent me a text message (this is still in my dream) that had a link to a flash video, somehow. i watched the video, and it was this little montage of pictures of john, then all the sudden it cut to a shot through a window of that fella laying in a bed without his shirt on, covered partially by a blanket. then suddenly i rolled out from under the blanket, apparently naked (i remember seeing my boobie in the dream!), and he kissed me. so obviously something happened, and this was john's way of telling me he knew about it. that was when i woke up.
now, for some reason, my adoration for this guy, who has been nameless throughout this entire entry, has increased tenfold and i don't even know why. i think it's just that i rarely have dreams about people where i can see their faces distinctly and recognize them by name (unless it's myself, or john, obviously). he's just... so beautiful =_= it's a crying shame, that he's uh... not mine. :P for once, a celebrity i am crushing on isn't like 20 years older than me... he's only 27! that's not too bad, right? it could work, RIGHT???
like everyone says about dreams, 'it was so real!' i had the real feeling like i was there... and he was there ... >>;; and it was nice. especially the whole dipping thing. i swear, i could feel his proximity to me, like he was really there! oh, sigh. what a nerd i am.
do they make them more gorgeous than that? no, they really don't.
the next morning, john sent me a text message (this is still in my dream) that had a link to a flash video, somehow. i watched the video, and it was this little montage of pictures of john, then all the sudden it cut to a shot through a window of that fella laying in a bed without his shirt on, covered partially by a blanket. then suddenly i rolled out from under the blanket, apparently naked (i remember seeing my boobie in the dream!), and he kissed me. so obviously something happened, and this was john's way of telling me he knew about it. that was when i woke up.
now, for some reason, my adoration for this guy, who has been nameless throughout this entire entry, has increased tenfold and i don't even know why. i think it's just that i rarely have dreams about people where i can see their faces distinctly and recognize them by name (unless it's myself, or john, obviously). he's just... so beautiful =_= it's a crying shame, that he's uh... not mine. :P for once, a celebrity i am crushing on isn't like 20 years older than me... he's only 27! that's not too bad, right? it could work, RIGHT???
like everyone says about dreams, 'it was so real!' i had the real feeling like i was there... and he was there ... >>;; and it was nice. especially the whole dipping thing. i swear, i could feel his proximity to me, like he was really there! oh, sigh. what a nerd i am.
do they make them more gorgeous than that? no, they really don't.