Crazy Dream!
In my dream last night I was on a road trip and we stopped at a gas station to eat. A realy nasty gas station that just happened to have a cafeteria in the back of it. Went to the get some food, and all they had was fried and refired items. Bought some french fries and two pieces of pizza. I remember eating them and thinking it al tasted the same...very gross.
So when we left the gas station, I had to make the driver pull over on the side of the road so I could puke. The taste was bothering me and I realized that I just did not want that nasty food in my stomach. Knelt down in the ditch and started trying to make myself throw up...but it was all mental prodding...my finger never went into my mouth. In my dream a little came up...and I was trying to throw up more when I finally woke up...and realized I was actaully trying to throw up in my bed. Trying to will myself to throw up.
Stopped what I was doing and sat up. Took some deep breaths and realized that I actually had the taste of that nasty food in my mouth, even though I had eaten Chicken and Broccoli for dinner. I really felt like throwing up still...
Checked my bed to make sure I had not actually thrown up while I was in the dream and everything was ok. No icky surprises. But it freaked me out...
But on a side note...since I started my diet (in September???) I have lost right around 20lbs. And never once did I throw up on purpose to acomplish anything.
So when we left the gas station, I had to make the driver pull over on the side of the road so I could puke. The taste was bothering me and I realized that I just did not want that nasty food in my stomach. Knelt down in the ditch and started trying to make myself throw up...but it was all mental prodding...my finger never went into my mouth. In my dream a little came up...and I was trying to throw up more when I finally woke up...and realized I was actaully trying to throw up in my bed. Trying to will myself to throw up.
Stopped what I was doing and sat up. Took some deep breaths and realized that I actually had the taste of that nasty food in my mouth, even though I had eaten Chicken and Broccoli for dinner. I really felt like throwing up still...
Checked my bed to make sure I had not actually thrown up while I was in the dream and everything was ok. No icky surprises. But it freaked me out...
But on a side note...since I started my diet (in September???) I have lost right around 20lbs. And never once did I throw up on purpose to acomplish anything.