May 10, 2009 21:12
I like to pride myself in the fact that I have mastered one night stands and friends with benefits.
I tell everyone who asks why I haven't had a boyfriend in years, or why my last excuse for a boyfriend only lasted a month that it's because I rather be alone and I'm no good at relationships, that I don't want to be loved.
In reality I'm just trying to convince myself of that.
I am lonely.