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Well it's Wednesday...
One of my lovely days off.
Been a while since I updated. so of course I have a small faction of good news and, as per usual, the daily dose of bad news.
Where shall we begin, eh?
Spent Halloween with Dianna, got some pictures on my phone. Not a big fan of her costume though, my mother had her dressed up as a pink poodle.....[cringe]. We weren'y out too long though. Dianna didn't like it very much. Wasn't a big fan of walking around in the dark with the flashing lights and such that are associated with Halloween. She just wanted to be held and brought home, and that is what we did after a few houses.
She's getting so good at talking though. Full sentences now, which she learned so quickly. I got up for a second and she points to my chair and says "Daddy, you sit down right now!" I almost dropped dead. But of course I listened and sat down, who am i to refuse her?
Didn't work this much this week...which brings me to some bad news....chances are I will not be attending the last event of MJ I....and yes I am beyond disappointed. I need the vacation and I need the stress relief....but before that I need to take care of my responsibilites. My life and my daughter has to come first and MJ is back burner....[sigh].
Had to borrow my from my boss....for my next little tid bit. I got a new place, in and extremely nice neightborhood with Joe, a friend I met through Buddha, and with Robin, Joe's roommate. The lease is signed and such and we are ready to start going. Already started moving some of my stuff from my storage place in this afternoon. Need to pay Robin's mother back the part of the initial rent she paid and give Alisa her part of the rent for this place so she doesn't end up screwed. So....hence why I need to work this weekend.
But my own room again....I'm estatic about it. Don't know what I'm going to do with myself.
Camaro all reg'd and insured. Sold the Escort to Kenny because he needs it with his kids and such. Everything is coming together in a nice little package.
Of course I still feel....lonely...but it hasn't overtaken me and I haven't let it. Right now I'm ok. I'm not great or fantastic....but I'm alright.
Sunday is my birthday....not sure what I'm going to do. Thinking I might drive down to MJ just to help cast with the final battle. I really want to be there when it ends.
24....going to be 24 in only a few short days. My 23 year.....was quite possibly the single worse year any human being could have. Quit college, lost my daughter, lost my wife, constant car, housing, and money issues. Not a speck of happiness in the last year...
Year 24 of my life....hopefully the cursed year has come to an end. I deserve a good year finally in my life.....I deserve it.
One of my lovely days off.
Been a while since I updated. so of course I have a small faction of good news and, as per usual, the daily dose of bad news.
Where shall we begin, eh?
Spent Halloween with Dianna, got some pictures on my phone. Not a big fan of her costume though, my mother had her dressed up as a pink poodle.....[cringe]. We weren'y out too long though. Dianna didn't like it very much. Wasn't a big fan of walking around in the dark with the flashing lights and such that are associated with Halloween. She just wanted to be held and brought home, and that is what we did after a few houses.
She's getting so good at talking though. Full sentences now, which she learned so quickly. I got up for a second and she points to my chair and says "Daddy, you sit down right now!" I almost dropped dead. But of course I listened and sat down, who am i to refuse her?
Didn't work this much this week...which brings me to some bad news....chances are I will not be attending the last event of MJ I....and yes I am beyond disappointed. I need the vacation and I need the stress relief....but before that I need to take care of my responsibilites. My life and my daughter has to come first and MJ is back burner....[sigh].
Had to borrow my from my boss....for my next little tid bit. I got a new place, in and extremely nice neightborhood with Joe, a friend I met through Buddha, and with Robin, Joe's roommate. The lease is signed and such and we are ready to start going. Already started moving some of my stuff from my storage place in this afternoon. Need to pay Robin's mother back the part of the initial rent she paid and give Alisa her part of the rent for this place so she doesn't end up screwed. So....hence why I need to work this weekend.
But my own room again....I'm estatic about it. Don't know what I'm going to do with myself.
Camaro all reg'd and insured. Sold the Escort to Kenny because he needs it with his kids and such. Everything is coming together in a nice little package.
Of course I still feel....lonely...but it hasn't overtaken me and I haven't let it. Right now I'm ok. I'm not great or fantastic....but I'm alright.
Sunday is my birthday....not sure what I'm going to do. Thinking I might drive down to MJ just to help cast with the final battle. I really want to be there when it ends.
24....going to be 24 in only a few short days. My 23 year.....was quite possibly the single worse year any human being could have. Quit college, lost my daughter, lost my wife, constant car, housing, and money issues. Not a speck of happiness in the last year...
Year 24 of my life....hopefully the cursed year has come to an end. I deserve a good year finally in my life.....I deserve it.