.........
Fucking exhausted....not sure why.
....and yes I understand the irony of stating that at 1:20+ in the morning
Went out and applied for some more jobs. I need something better than delivery TO HAVE A FUCKIN LIFE!! And if I was somehow to get a girlfriend, how could I afford to take her anywhere without being flat broke.
But, in all actuality, I should probably stay single, been thinking it more and more lately. The truth is I'm a fuckin loser, a bum. And this is just not me feeling sorry for myself, I'm just looking back on my life and then realizing where I am now, and judging honestly.....I'm a loser, it's that simple.
I need a new job, to fix my cars, to fix my debt, get myself a nice place, be the king of my own castle again, go back to college and finish my degree....and most importantly be a good father to my little Dianna and get her back for good, then worry about a girlfriend. Would a girlfriend help? Perhaps get me off my feet. ButI can't think like that, I need to do it myself.
But, since I went off on a tangent there....
Applied for some job, went to Spike's in Greenville, which is heaven, got myself a chili cheddar dog for me, and a second one for Kenny and Kobani to split at work(how fucking nice of me eh? Aww...I'm sweet....fuck off!) Stopped in Mapleville to see Dianna for a little bit. Went home, bullshitted, went to work, made about 30-40 bucks(oh yay), then went and played some poker and won $34.....big winner...ugh.
My day in a nutshell.
....
Rawr!
....and yes I understand the irony of stating that at 1:20+ in the morning
Went out and applied for some more jobs. I need something better than delivery TO HAVE A FUCKIN LIFE!! And if I was somehow to get a girlfriend, how could I afford to take her anywhere without being flat broke.
But, in all actuality, I should probably stay single, been thinking it more and more lately. The truth is I'm a fuckin loser, a bum. And this is just not me feeling sorry for myself, I'm just looking back on my life and then realizing where I am now, and judging honestly.....I'm a loser, it's that simple.
I need a new job, to fix my cars, to fix my debt, get myself a nice place, be the king of my own castle again, go back to college and finish my degree....and most importantly be a good father to my little Dianna and get her back for good, then worry about a girlfriend. Would a girlfriend help? Perhaps get me off my feet. ButI can't think like that, I need to do it myself.
But, since I went off on a tangent there....
Applied for some job, went to Spike's in Greenville, which is heaven, got myself a chili cheddar dog for me, and a second one for Kenny and Kobani to split at work(how fucking nice of me eh? Aww...I'm sweet....fuck off!) Stopped in Mapleville to see Dianna for a little bit. Went home, bullshitted, went to work, made about 30-40 bucks(oh yay), then went and played some poker and won $34.....big winner...ugh.
My day in a nutshell.
....
Rawr!