I take my final bow in a day.
I can't believe that tmo I retire a character I've BEEN for eleven years.
I'm actually tearing up just thinking about it.
I've been a member of the rocky community for so long. I know I'll -eventually- come back as a hobby after I'm on my feet again and I have more aspects of my life all figured out.
It'll take a long...LONG...while to do so.
I'm going back to school for cosmetology (since I'm already good at it). It's daunting. I need a lot of info on HOW to get back in the system. O.O
But I'm going to get my shit together, hopefully lose a bit more weight off my belly and tone my legs and arms a bit more, start a career. Get my own place. Start paying my mom back.
Dom should be up here by April. April. God that seems so far and so close at the same time. He inspires me to get my shit in order. Bc he has his together. Granted, he's going on 29, I'm going on 24, but still.
I'm changing my life drastically.
I'm going to miss so many people. I'm going to miss the stage.
I'm going to miss those lashes :)
It's just so hard to believe I'm retiring tmo.
A lot of people are coming out to see me. I'm honored. I wish a few others could've made it. Paul, Jazz, Lisa, and Dom.
I'm going to be crying my makeup off after the show tomorrow. This is such a huge deal to me. This was half of my so-far life.
I'm crying now. I'm going to eat ice cream and cheer myself up with thoughts of a happier, more stable, productive future.
Love you guys.
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