y'know...
I'm just so tired of all the CRAP. I'd love to have someone be blunt as hell.
I'd love to stop beating around the fucking bush.
I'd love to get the balls to do something about it all once in a while.
I'd love to be liked by someone I know for a fact I like back.
I'd love to know if I like someone.
I'd love to NOT be confused anymore.
I hate being the girl by asking myself what's going on and what should I do, how should I take that...
I just...damnit, I'm just frustrated as hell.
everyone else around me is getting engaged or married, or simply happily taken.
I used to be, and it was for 3 years.
I find out something about my ex that REALLY upsets me and it makes me feel lower and not as important.
Silly me, thinking I was important that way to my ex at one point.
I've been single since november. I haven't even had my first rebound. 0.0
not that I'm living for/looking for a rebound. It's just an observation.
I'm just so annoyed because I'm afraid to call anyone because I don't want to bug them or send them the wrong message, but man, I wish I knew what was solid, friendship wise with some of these people.
I'm just so lost, confused, annoyed, and at moments like these (which have been increasing in numbers lately) I feel alone.
...my life needs to be lived...