well, here's a not so verbose update on life.
ok, well sarah is now sarah vaughn. and haley's engaged. I'm going to london with haley in september. for a full month. after that, car. then school. still work at blockbuster video. I dunno what about the whole single situation. I still am, for certain. but there's 4. and that makes my head hurt a little and to be honest, I'm sick and fucking tired of being confused over it all. I'd appreciate it if they all told me exactly what they want with me. this way, I won't have to be exhausted in the least. that'd nice. y'know? I want to go to renn fest this year, but I don't think I can because since I'm going to be gone for a month, I can't really request off too much from here on out. I'm now a huge muse fan. never realized how amazing these guys are. so yeah. I'm going to try to clean my room tomorrow. that will be an all-day task. I kind of don't look too forward to it, but at least it'll be done and stuff.
all I have to do is fucking keep it up. haha.
I'm also trying to play my guitar more. I think that's half of the reason why I haven't been happy like I normally am. It's like my mom has that seasonal disorder where her personality is a bit more sad during winter because of the larger lack of sun and stuff. It's like that, but I haven't been jamming as much. I need to keep it up more. it's really sad to me. like I've slightly betrayed myself...yeah, I'm weird. whatevs.
I also intend to get another tattoo this summer. I have about 13 more planned. I just need to get it on the road.
so, yeah. stuffs. btw, I'll get back from london on september 30th. 7 days before my 20th birthday. I'd like to do something for my 20th-it's kind of a big deal to me. you know, officially being a part of this planet for two decades. no longer a "teen". big stuff. but I don't think I'd be able to afford doing something unless it's at somebody else's place and people meet up there to party. that'd be fun. but over half of my friends would be in college...damn. this kind of sucks. oh well. I will have visited at least 2 more of the places I never thought I'd be able to go to ad always wanted to before hitting 20. pretty awesome.
I'll attempt to keep my schedule posted and all. I hope to see people soon.
later.
all I have to do is fucking keep it up. haha.
I'm also trying to play my guitar more. I think that's half of the reason why I haven't been happy like I normally am. It's like my mom has that seasonal disorder where her personality is a bit more sad during winter because of the larger lack of sun and stuff. It's like that, but I haven't been jamming as much. I need to keep it up more. it's really sad to me. like I've slightly betrayed myself...yeah, I'm weird. whatevs.
I also intend to get another tattoo this summer. I have about 13 more planned. I just need to get it on the road.
so, yeah. stuffs. btw, I'll get back from london on september 30th. 7 days before my 20th birthday. I'd like to do something for my 20th-it's kind of a big deal to me. you know, officially being a part of this planet for two decades. no longer a "teen". big stuff. but I don't think I'd be able to afford doing something unless it's at somebody else's place and people meet up there to party. that'd be fun. but over half of my friends would be in college...damn. this kind of sucks. oh well. I will have visited at least 2 more of the places I never thought I'd be able to go to ad always wanted to before hitting 20. pretty awesome.
I'll attempt to keep my schedule posted and all. I hope to see people soon.
later.