Dec 16, 2004 13:14
OKAY TODAY IS FUCKING AWESOME!!! HA HA HA HA AHAHAHAHAHAHA...OKAY YEAH SORRY. I'M SO FREAKING HYPER FOR SOME GOD KNOWS ONLY WHY REASON. I'M IN STUDY HALL WITH K-LA...SOOOO SEXY...HAHAHAHA....BADANAL...THAT'S ALWAYS FUN. okay can you definetly tell I'm hyper??!!?!!? Okay, BIO IS SO MUCH FUN WITH K-LA. ha ha ha. Okay, I can't wait until monday because my lover boy sean might be able to come up. we're going to do it alllllll niiigggghhhttt loooonnggggg. hehehehehe...badanal. J/K that is definetly k-la's word. MmmHmm Hmm good. Good eating. I want a word that I can use and people will want to copy it from me, like badanal, pyscho, your mum, your done....I'm gunna cry. I want my own damn saying. I'm dumb. I have a tummy ache. Oooh mrs stockmar has a piece of pizza and I want her to share it with me, boy oh boy I love pizza. Why is Brock Hamiliton so fucking hott??!?! A lot of the seniors are really cute, no body is cute in my grade except for a few people. This girl Faith and Maggie Rende are going out. Okay definetly not expected. I kinda figured that Maggie was gay, but Faith...well I don't know she's so dumb. Holy smokes, there aren't any cute girls here, LoL. They're are just too sexy to be cute, hahaha, K-la's my lover too. HAHAHA. j/k. I really should be doing my english paper, but I don't know how to do it!! BoO hOo...ggrrreeeattt. mMM frosted flakes. Tony the Tiger. Sean is so sweet, the other night he calls me and he was all excited about the cd his friend burnt for him, he had to tell me the songs. Then he was like "Well I just wanted to call to tell you good night because I have to go to bed". He is so damn cute. I love him so FUCKING much. Omg I love him, but I have a feeling he's on the right track about the FWB thing. Cause I'm getting lonely too, I want him to live here so I can be with him :(. There aren't any guys here that like me like he does. I want to see him so bad, but I'm so self-conscious about my self cause I'm so FUCKING fat. He's definetly going to be disgusted, Aaron says the opposite. That kid kinda makes me wonder, Kari is so in love with him. I don't really like him like I did. I love sean too much, I don't know if I can find a guy I want up here. I think I love sean too much to want to find a guy anway. Oh well. He'll hopefully be up here, and back up here in April, which I can't wait for. Oh yeah, he might only be able to stay a few days if he does come, and we get out of school wednesday so I'm gunna fake a doctors note and have him pick me up from school, and I'm going to give them his cell phone number so that if they call someone that they'll just call him instead of the house. I'm so smart aren't I? I just want to spend the whole day with him and only him. We will do loads of things together. He tried convincing my saturday night that he loved me more than I loved him, but that can't be true because I love him so freaking much. is that like obsessive that I love him so much? All I really typing this for is because I'm trying to impress K-la. Ha hahaha. I have bball tonight. I'm so happy, I'm on JV we got all new practice uniforms and we're getting the same travel gear as the varsity. Plus my mom is getting individual photos of me for bball so I feel special. This year is going GREAT!! I have a 93 in Latin. I feel so great. Except for math, but mr harvey is doing great for me. AHHHH...I gave like all my friends and teachers a x-mas card to make them feel happy and loved. Some of them didn't seem to happy to get it though, which makes me sad. Well, I'm gunna just get off and look at Kari's.
PEACE
love y'all