Cant stop crying
This is my first genuine cry in a long time. My face hurts everytime i touch it. I can taste the salt of my tears on my dry lips. No one would understand why i have been crying so much. All i can say is that a dear friend of mine is hurt and i cant stop thinking about it. He's going into surgery on Monday. I hope all goes well. My mom doesnt understand. She says she loves him too, but i dont hear compassion in her voice. My father trys to comfort me but i can tell he's hurting too. I feel like i had to let this out, i havent told anyone so far, im scared of there reactions. Will they mock me? Probably.