AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!
ever look back on something and wonder...how could i do that for so long? why has my mind let it go on? how? why? how? .... you get the idea.
the realization of the fact that you need to change a certain something should come as a positive right?...well for many, and i'm one of those many, it comes as "you moron, you should've known better". yet the heart is not only blind, it's deaf and silent too. You block people out, you always only speak half the truth....the end result - nor you nor the people affected know the whole story...therefore 100% of the friendly advice is 100% useless and 0% of your problem is satisfied.
if you knew the whole story you'd probably almost think me a heartless cold bitch.
and you'd probably almost be right.
except that i'm a broken hearted heartless cold bitch.
and only i am allowed to call myself that because only i know the whole story.for now
and as insane and outlandish all of the above sounds, today's been quite a breakthrough, or rather the past couple of hours of my mind aimlessly racing through time has... on top of brain nausea..cause by too much self indulgent thought.. my stomach has boycotted my chocolate hoarding diet and is threatening to leave me sleep deprived and diabetic.
ok, i vow to cut the turtles...and the after eights....and oh FINE, the kisses, NOT the kisses! i need my kisses :( ok the kisses have to go too....
happy?
i gots no kisses. :( :( :(
the realization of the fact that you need to change a certain something should come as a positive right?...well for many, and i'm one of those many, it comes as "you moron, you should've known better". yet the heart is not only blind, it's deaf and silent too. You block people out, you always only speak half the truth....the end result - nor you nor the people affected know the whole story...therefore 100% of the friendly advice is 100% useless and 0% of your problem is satisfied.
if you knew the whole story you'd probably almost think me a heartless cold bitch.
and you'd probably almost be right.
except that i'm a broken hearted heartless cold bitch.
and only i am allowed to call myself that because only i know the whole story.for now
and as insane and outlandish all of the above sounds, today's been quite a breakthrough, or rather the past couple of hours of my mind aimlessly racing through time has... on top of brain nausea..cause by too much self indulgent thought.. my stomach has boycotted my chocolate hoarding diet and is threatening to leave me sleep deprived and diabetic.
ok, i vow to cut the turtles...and the after eights....and oh FINE, the kisses, NOT the kisses! i need my kisses :( ok the kisses have to go too....
happy?
i gots no kisses. :( :( :(