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Hey guys.
So, I've had a really distressing week, and the only person that's noticed I've been down is some kid I never even liked, who is apparently a nice bloke, I just never noticed. I've had no work, no meetings, no clubs... nothing to take my mind off anything. I'm coming off the pill, as it's making me an emotional imbosile. I started crying when I ran out of raisons for my cereal. Yeah. Exactly.
Hopefully next week things will be back to normal. Not that it's ever normal, but I wanna be able to do everything I used to do. I miss my friends, I miss going out with my family and I miss being a normal 17 year old. I miss going out and having a laugh and not giving a fuck, you know? I refuse to let myself care about anything so much anymore. Nothing right now is worth sweating over.
Tomorrow I am gonna take my pro plus [it's nearing on 5/6 tablets a day now, not as bad as some of you guys!] and rave. Everyone come with.
Why did Sainsbury's change their slogan to 'Try something new today' because everyone shops there anyway so it's not as if you're trying anything new.
I really want to change my user icon, but I'm not sure what to. I'm so exciting.
Aaron bought a velvet suit apparently, gosh. I hope it's purple or green. [If it is I'm not coming to lunch with you anymore]
There're these boys in my year who play guitar together, and it's so amazing that they have such a strong passion for music that they like to play to people in our year area. It makes me really happy to hear people play so well.
My updates are always so full of bollocks, so don't feel you have to comment. Haha.
Words of advice:
1) Keep it real
2) Fix up look sharp
3) and don't, ever, let anyone bring you down.
Tell me what happened today. Love you all.
Sophie x
So, I've had a really distressing week, and the only person that's noticed I've been down is some kid I never even liked, who is apparently a nice bloke, I just never noticed. I've had no work, no meetings, no clubs... nothing to take my mind off anything. I'm coming off the pill, as it's making me an emotional imbosile. I started crying when I ran out of raisons for my cereal. Yeah. Exactly.
Hopefully next week things will be back to normal. Not that it's ever normal, but I wanna be able to do everything I used to do. I miss my friends, I miss going out with my family and I miss being a normal 17 year old. I miss going out and having a laugh and not giving a fuck, you know? I refuse to let myself care about anything so much anymore. Nothing right now is worth sweating over.
Tomorrow I am gonna take my pro plus [it's nearing on 5/6 tablets a day now, not as bad as some of you guys!] and rave. Everyone come with.
Why did Sainsbury's change their slogan to 'Try something new today' because everyone shops there anyway so it's not as if you're trying anything new.
I really want to change my user icon, but I'm not sure what to. I'm so exciting.
Aaron bought a velvet suit apparently, gosh. I hope it's purple or green. [If it is I'm not coming to lunch with you anymore]
There're these boys in my year who play guitar together, and it's so amazing that they have such a strong passion for music that they like to play to people in our year area. It makes me really happy to hear people play so well.
My updates are always so full of bollocks, so don't feel you have to comment. Haha.
Words of advice:
1) Keep it real
2) Fix up look sharp
3) and don't, ever, let anyone bring you down.
Tell me what happened today. Love you all.
Sophie x