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ooh man. I'm so overwhelmed. Everything is just too much.
I want so much right now. I want so much from everyone, everything. And I get so angry about it. Because I'm always let down.
These past few days I can't even put my mood into words.
I've just been putting everything on hold for a while. And pretending everything is okay. And the death of my really good friend hasn't even hit me yet. I'm scared for when it does.
I just need to move away. Leave everything behind. All this crap.
Too bad thats not possible.