Almost over
So, Break is almost over. It is almost time to go back to Connecticut and start a new semester. As much as I love my friends I think it's time to go back. I don't like all the school work but hey it's life.
I've been dealing with alot of issues here. Not only with the girls, who I love very much and miss everyday, but with a boy I can't get off my mind. Given I'm a bit testy and I have an opinion for everything but my feelings for this boy are kept quite and personal most of the time unless I really know you. I feel like its time to let go but something is keeping me there, even though everyday I wake up and wonder why we aren't together. What have I done to cause such a seperation. What is it aboutme that he can't love? I need space, lots of it. Or I need him to decide. I won't wait forever and I won't give up especially if I know something is there.
I needed to vent alittle. For my own sake because it's healthy. I really have alot going through my head and everything would be easier, though I love a challenge, if I could get a clear answer from him.
I've been dealing with alot of issues here. Not only with the girls, who I love very much and miss everyday, but with a boy I can't get off my mind. Given I'm a bit testy and I have an opinion for everything but my feelings for this boy are kept quite and personal most of the time unless I really know you. I feel like its time to let go but something is keeping me there, even though everyday I wake up and wonder why we aren't together. What have I done to cause such a seperation. What is it aboutme that he can't love? I need space, lots of it. Or I need him to decide. I won't wait forever and I won't give up especially if I know something is there.
I needed to vent alittle. For my own sake because it's healthy. I really have alot going through my head and everything would be easier, though I love a challenge, if I could get a clear answer from him.