Secrets that follow me everywhere
It's all mostly good for the moment.
Except when a bitch of an ex-unimate tried to entrap me on Facebook, of all places.
Look, you're married, with kids, have a decent enough life. So why the hell are you trying to dig up the skeletons in my closet?
I blocked her and shut her off my FB. Rather telling that of the three people I blocked on FB, all of them are female.
Bitch. Stupid fucking bitch. Does she think God is going to give her a medal? What did I ever do to her? Nothing.
Then there's the pet. Sigh. I know it's going to end. Sometime. But it will. Because though he's sweet, I know at the back of his mind he's always looking, waiting for the real girl he'll fall for. In the meantime, we're not-quite-lovers and mentor/student. Baby, I love you but I can't keep you. I pretend that I'm going to be just fine, fine, fine when you up and fly.
But a little part of me will still die.
I want my death do us part. Waking up to the same person for the rest of my life. But I wait. And I wait. And I wonder if it's ever going to happen.
It could break my heart, if I let it.
Except when a bitch of an ex-unimate tried to entrap me on Facebook, of all places.
Look, you're married, with kids, have a decent enough life. So why the hell are you trying to dig up the skeletons in my closet?
I blocked her and shut her off my FB. Rather telling that of the three people I blocked on FB, all of them are female.
Bitch. Stupid fucking bitch. Does she think God is going to give her a medal? What did I ever do to her? Nothing.
Then there's the pet. Sigh. I know it's going to end. Sometime. But it will. Because though he's sweet, I know at the back of his mind he's always looking, waiting for the real girl he'll fall for. In the meantime, we're not-quite-lovers and mentor/student. Baby, I love you but I can't keep you. I pretend that I'm going to be just fine, fine, fine when you up and fly.
But a little part of me will still die.
I want my death do us part. Waking up to the same person for the rest of my life. But I wait. And I wait. And I wonder if it's ever going to happen.
It could break my heart, if I let it.