Love, Live, and Let go
Wow.. Recently I havent updated at all.
I've been Sick! Gah! and I lost my voice like I did at leadership tryouts.
So everyone made fun of me last week for my voice going in and out.
But yeah its pretty much all over now cept for a few moments where it cracks.
But anyway so lately there hasnt been a lot going on...besides band.
Went to both competitions got the Grand Champions at both..whoopee.
FBA my knee hurt really bad and im happy we only had to do one run.
Met a guy from Fletchers Band over Myspace and have been talking about band a lot.
Its cool to have a few friends in different bands especially when they dont trash us.
But its cool I sent him a friend request and we started talking.
Found out hes pretty good friends with Jimmy so thats cool.
But lately things have been oddly good recently.
I woke up yesterday for the first time in over a month with a good feeling.
It was a normal day but it was just so awesome I guess to feel good about it.
That and a bunch of people had commented on the mood change too which made good.
So Yesterday I finally got my rifle tapped and everythings back together and ready.
Thursday needs to hurry up and be here I want to make Weapon line pretty bad.
One thing I hope is that we get a decent Floor Crew this year, we def. need it.
Another good thing recently is all my grades are good.
Even my Physics grade is good and Im so proud of myself I thought I was really behind.
Turns out I wasn't missing as much as I thought I was and scored good on the test.
Theres just something about this year that is just totally different.
Grades are doing better than I expected and I've never been able to do that before.
Things between my personal life have been probably the only thing that isnt "right"
Found out like 2 people like me and want to date me...yeah...
Then things between him and I well couldn't be more silent.
Hey I stuck my hand out once and offered to fix it..Im not going to do it again.
If he turns around and wants to be friends again thats his choice.I've done my waiting.
Yet being the way I am I still don't know what my feelings are anymore.
Though at the current moment I really could care less as long as Im happy.
Hahaha I still love the comment that Ashleigh left on my new picture...Priceless.
So this weekend Friday no school..pretty sweet...
Might go to the fair might not.. Tyler wanted me to go with him to Midnight Madness.
Told him I had to find some money and offered to pay thought it was sweet..
Maybe I just need to get out and enjoy myself with some friends.
But for now Its like 4:20 and I have 40 minutes for a nice nap before band.
Don't forget to comment on my new pics on my myspace hehe Im at 11 comments.
I'm so loved by awesome friends hahaha. Talk to you all later.
lisa
I've been Sick! Gah! and I lost my voice like I did at leadership tryouts.
So everyone made fun of me last week for my voice going in and out.
But yeah its pretty much all over now cept for a few moments where it cracks.
But anyway so lately there hasnt been a lot going on...besides band.
Went to both competitions got the Grand Champions at both..whoopee.
FBA my knee hurt really bad and im happy we only had to do one run.
Met a guy from Fletchers Band over Myspace and have been talking about band a lot.
Its cool to have a few friends in different bands especially when they dont trash us.
But its cool I sent him a friend request and we started talking.
Found out hes pretty good friends with Jimmy so thats cool.
But lately things have been oddly good recently.
I woke up yesterday for the first time in over a month with a good feeling.
It was a normal day but it was just so awesome I guess to feel good about it.
That and a bunch of people had commented on the mood change too which made good.
So Yesterday I finally got my rifle tapped and everythings back together and ready.
Thursday needs to hurry up and be here I want to make Weapon line pretty bad.
One thing I hope is that we get a decent Floor Crew this year, we def. need it.
Another good thing recently is all my grades are good.
Even my Physics grade is good and Im so proud of myself I thought I was really behind.
Turns out I wasn't missing as much as I thought I was and scored good on the test.
Theres just something about this year that is just totally different.
Grades are doing better than I expected and I've never been able to do that before.
Things between my personal life have been probably the only thing that isnt "right"
Found out like 2 people like me and want to date me...yeah...
Then things between him and I well couldn't be more silent.
Hey I stuck my hand out once and offered to fix it..Im not going to do it again.
If he turns around and wants to be friends again thats his choice.I've done my waiting.
Yet being the way I am I still don't know what my feelings are anymore.
Though at the current moment I really could care less as long as Im happy.
Hahaha I still love the comment that Ashleigh left on my new picture...Priceless.
So this weekend Friday no school..pretty sweet...
Might go to the fair might not.. Tyler wanted me to go with him to Midnight Madness.
Told him I had to find some money and offered to pay thought it was sweet..
Maybe I just need to get out and enjoy myself with some friends.
But for now Its like 4:20 and I have 40 minutes for a nice nap before band.
Don't forget to comment on my new pics on my myspace hehe Im at 11 comments.
I'm so loved by awesome friends hahaha. Talk to you all later.
lisa