Plans of Fate
Wow haven't updated in forever.
Lots of things have been going on.
Most of which I'd rather not talk about right now.
Just seems like a lot of things are going wrong.
I have like no real will to do much of anything.
That and I'm getting yelled at every second.
How about I got screamed at this morning for leaving a spoon in the sink...
B/c I forgot to put it in the stupid dishwasher I got screamed at.
How freaking stupid for one spoon.
Life is just so retarded.
It's awesome as heck and everything is perfect.
Then the bomb comes and destroys everything I've ever worked for.
All I ever wanted was to be myself and for people to enjoy that.
But lately I've been everything but myself.
Everything is pretty much one giant mush right now.
I haven't even really made sense of everything yet.
I'm still in that confused daze that I have been in since Sunday.
I just wish everything would go back to how it was a month ago.
Where everything in life was perfect and dandy.
Instead of the way things are now.
No Concentration on anything, No Patience at all, and I'm Stressed out.
I've been trying to sit here and keep myself busy.
But yet all it does is sit here and make me think about it even more.
These are the times I really miss my mom.
She could tell me what to do, she always knew what to say.
Though I know she's looking down upon me, She still is here sorta.
Well at least I think she is....
Lord help me find my way.....
-lisa
Lots of things have been going on.
Most of which I'd rather not talk about right now.
Just seems like a lot of things are going wrong.
I have like no real will to do much of anything.
That and I'm getting yelled at every second.
How about I got screamed at this morning for leaving a spoon in the sink...
B/c I forgot to put it in the stupid dishwasher I got screamed at.
How freaking stupid for one spoon.
Life is just so retarded.
It's awesome as heck and everything is perfect.
Then the bomb comes and destroys everything I've ever worked for.
All I ever wanted was to be myself and for people to enjoy that.
But lately I've been everything but myself.
Everything is pretty much one giant mush right now.
I haven't even really made sense of everything yet.
I'm still in that confused daze that I have been in since Sunday.
I just wish everything would go back to how it was a month ago.
Where everything in life was perfect and dandy.
Instead of the way things are now.
No Concentration on anything, No Patience at all, and I'm Stressed out.
I've been trying to sit here and keep myself busy.
But yet all it does is sit here and make me think about it even more.
These are the times I really miss my mom.
She could tell me what to do, she always knew what to say.
Though I know she's looking down upon me, She still is here sorta.
Well at least I think she is....
Lord help me find my way.....
-lisa