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[aerisjordan]

i haven't posted in awhile, i havent really been doing much lately..just going to school and what not...ive decided i wanna cut my hair all emo like...and i need the perfect picture...but i cant find one...coleman sent me one of this really pretty girl and she had this awesome haircut and i dont know if it'd look good on me or not...but yeah it was awesome talking to coleman i havent talked to that kid in forever! hes just too busy i guess...and alexis has been gone the past like 3 weekends! and shes going away again this weekend! it sucks....but ive been chillin' with candyce alot...shes cool...patrick and i were cool until today...he's just "too busy" for a g/f at the time...which i mean i kinda understand and then some of the stuff he said i think was just bullshit...and i think its the whole i dont want him to smoke pot thing...and probably his friend funk... but whatever...we're still "friends"...which is something everyone says...and then you dont end up friends...which is kind of sad..because patrick is awesome and he's an awesome friend if not b/f...but i guess i dont have to hide my feelings for mat anymore...which i never really did..but i dont have to feel bad about it anymore...so thats a relief...even though i have feelings for him it's not going to go anywhere...ehh...and thats another story for another time...

im ready for school to just be over! its soo boring...summer just needs to get here...