Feb 06, 2009 07:58
Wow.
Thanks asshole. Thanks for screwing me over again. Thanks for breaking my heart. Thanks for making years of repair gone to waste in a month. Thanks for being an asshoole. Thanks for making me feel vunerable. Thanks for giving me a reason to want to slap you. Thanks for leaving me speechless. Thanks for letting history repeat itself. Thanks for letting me make a fool out of myself. Thanks for leaving me all alone to pick up all the pieces. Thanks for making me feel like a dumbass. Thanks for ruining my realationship with the guy that actually loves me. Yeah thanks for all of that. I could go on. Really I could.
Today I should have slapped you. I should of tore you apart with my words. I should of let it all out. I should of let you see my tears. I should have broke down the same way I broke down in front our friend. I should have yelled at you. I should of screamed at the top of my lungs. I didn't though. I was so infuriated that I couldn't even express myself at the time.
Fuck you.
Seriously fuck you.
I don't even want to talk to you right now. Not for a long time.
I should kick myself first.
See me in a couple of years. Maybe I'll be okay again.
"I drowned all my sense away
With the sound of it's beating
That's what you get
when you let your heart win"
heartbreaker,
asshole,
love