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i dont love everything. thats a complete lie because i hate my family. i hate them so much. i thought going out for a nice dinner would be ok. we dont spend much time together all at once so i thought it would be nice. i walked down with brett and his friend ari and then went and ate. right before the food came i noticed that my sister was wearing a white shirt taht looked awfully familiar. in my family its rare that we do white washes so i wear my white petit bateau about once every two weeks cuz it spends so much time sitting in my laundry basket. well today it was washed and guess who wore it. . . my fucking sister. i cant stand her. i hate her. shes a fucking theif. its one thing to take the clothes that i dont wear. its totally different to take something that i dont wear, but i do wear that and was planning on wearing it tomorrow. then to top it all off my mother tries to tell me i have a problem with sharing. its true i wont deny it, but nicole didnt ask me to share my shirt did she? no she stole it. and theres a big fucking difference between stealing and sharingm, at least id say. i cant stand them. i shoveled my food into my mouth and chugged my water and asked for keys to go home. this was about 15 minutes after i had gotten there. they said no so i sat there wit my dads keys in front of me not saying a word. then my dad decided to be nice so he told me i could go home so i took the keys said thanks for dinner and walked out. i walked 10 blocks in 5 minutes. i had tears streaming down my face that froze. my teeth were chattering cuz its so fucking freezing out and at the same time i was sweating cuz i was walking so fast. now im home and ive been here for about 15 minutes and i cant catch my breath and i cant stop shaking. if it wasnt for the fact that i have to write my history outline id leave now. i hate them.