That is just weird
Some might remember that 4 years ago I was living in some kind of hellhole of a cesspit filled with stupid vagrant neighbors and train tracks that passed like a few feet from my bedroom widows. Ever since I've left that place I have been 1-Ungodly happy and 2-periodically checking to see if the place had burned down because it felt to me like it was always meant to.
Seems like I was right all along !
The spot they are dousing on the first picture, that's my old appartment. I don't know how many times I'd go to bed praying nothing caught fire anywhere in the building because it was a firepit. The fire started in the kitchen of the appartment below my old one. The place burned completely in a few hours. 72 homeless, most if not all of them newly arrived immigrant who can't even speak french yet (make sense of course, the place being already on the brink of insalubrity when I lived there, so uneducated, fragile immigrants would have been the next target of the asshole landlords). They lost what little they had.
I know I've left 4 years ago but seeing the place blazing was like a punch to the guts. I could have been me. It could have happened anytime. It would probably have been better if it'd been me, those poor guys had lost everything the first time when they moved here, how fucking unfair??
Just urgh.
'anyway
Went to the breast cancer clinic today and they confirmed there's nothing to worry about. In fact the lump has regressed so much the doc could hardly feel it. She doesn't think it's even a fibroadenoma, more like breast tissues lumping together. She agrees with me that it was probably triggered by hormonal BC. Congratulated me on my extended breastfeeding (something no-one ever did really, I get only harping to wean off, and I did with BOTH kids) Definitely worth the 4 hours sleep I had to content myself with to get there.
Oh and then I went to the pet store to get fishes, and forgot them on the store counter. Had to take the bus back there to retrieve them. Now I have 12 beautiful royal tetras in the tank to replace the gold ones (I had to get rid of them because of their constant baby-making and no interest from anybody to adopt them. Got tired of killing the babies. Royal tetras are more interesting to hobbyist so at least if they breed, I can place them easily!)
Well that was the latest news.
Seems like I was right all along !
The spot they are dousing on the first picture, that's my old appartment. I don't know how many times I'd go to bed praying nothing caught fire anywhere in the building because it was a firepit. The fire started in the kitchen of the appartment below my old one. The place burned completely in a few hours. 72 homeless, most if not all of them newly arrived immigrant who can't even speak french yet (make sense of course, the place being already on the brink of insalubrity when I lived there, so uneducated, fragile immigrants would have been the next target of the asshole landlords). They lost what little they had.
I know I've left 4 years ago but seeing the place blazing was like a punch to the guts. I could have been me. It could have happened anytime. It would probably have been better if it'd been me, those poor guys had lost everything the first time when they moved here, how fucking unfair??
Just urgh.
'anyway
Went to the breast cancer clinic today and they confirmed there's nothing to worry about. In fact the lump has regressed so much the doc could hardly feel it. She doesn't think it's even a fibroadenoma, more like breast tissues lumping together. She agrees with me that it was probably triggered by hormonal BC. Congratulated me on my extended breastfeeding (something no-one ever did really, I get only harping to wean off, and I did with BOTH kids) Definitely worth the 4 hours sleep I had to content myself with to get there.
Oh and then I went to the pet store to get fishes, and forgot them on the store counter. Had to take the bus back there to retrieve them. Now I have 12 beautiful royal tetras in the tank to replace the gold ones (I had to get rid of them because of their constant baby-making and no interest from anybody to adopt them. Got tired of killing the babies. Royal tetras are more interesting to hobbyist so at least if they breed, I can place them easily!)
Well that was the latest news.