Washed out

[aeonsbeyond]

-8 days of downpour, no raincoat no waterproof footgear
-Cant find a decent pair of waterproof shoes in real time,
spent 7 hours in a dozen stores fruitlessly searching for a good pair under $150 ystrdy
-Leaky roof in my car no $ to fix

(Whole state declared emergency, its flooding bcz we had a bad dry spell in Mar/Apr)
http://www.boston.com/news/weather/gallery/readers_rain_photos2/

-$3 gas!!! (expected at $4!!! by 6/15 folks!)

-Nearly out of books to sell and resources to buy more,
supplier is demanding I spend more
-Next month: $250+ credit card payments
-Turned down for several job interviews
-Stuck inside trying to work w/2 teenagers camped out
all day every day in the house with me, dishes poop and TV evrywhere
-No $ no 420

-Practically banned from 2 dif game forums for accidentally double posting
while defending my noob self from multiple asshole comembers

-Closest local friend & connection leaving the area for northern CA in 1 month...

-NSA, George Bush, Verizon all sense of sanity or workable future in America or anywhere for that matter

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.....Its just all way too much for me today.
(crawls into corner curls up clutches skull )