17: Memories of War
Seventeeth entry...strange coincidence...Seventeen...
It's funny, really... I never thought that leaving Spira would make me feel more protected than I ever had before. Perhaps, just a little, I am reminded of my pilgrimage days...just a little. Many thanks, Mr. Valentine and Mr. Sephiroth...
But I fear that this protection is necessary. Is it true that a battle is on the horizon? I find it most unwise that we are fighting during a time when all the help we can get to preserve and protect the the worlds we come from is needed. But it is as Riku and I agreed upon: The shadows of our pasts are gaining on our present speed. I am scared...that my own demons as well will rise, not only from the dead but from my own heart...
I fear for the lives of many people, especially on these journals.
...Do not think that for a moment I will not fight if I must.
but...please...do not make it inevitable for me to perform another sending...
....I await for you...Tidus.
It's funny, really... I never thought that leaving Spira would make me feel more protected than I ever had before. Perhaps, just a little, I am reminded of my pilgrimage days...just a little. Many thanks, Mr. Valentine and Mr. Sephiroth...
But I fear that this protection is necessary. Is it true that a battle is on the horizon? I find it most unwise that we are fighting during a time when all the help we can get to preserve and protect the the worlds we come from is needed. But it is as Riku and I agreed upon: The shadows of our pasts are gaining on our present speed. I am scared...that my own demons as well will rise, not only from the dead but from my own heart...
I fear for the lives of many people, especially on these journals.
...Do not think that for a moment I will not fight if I must.
but...please...do not make it inevitable for me to perform another sending...
....I await for you...Tidus.