Ode to Memories
I like this song, I just can't explain it, when I listen to it it's like someone understands shit that goes through my mind all the time.
"Night Drive" ~ Jimmy Eat World
Lay back baby and we'll do this right
There's blankets in back we can use
I'll start the car, but we'll stay in park
The cold can kill us before fumes
Now's the right time for a good song
Got something to say what I can't
Do you feel bad, like I feel bad?
We'll pour us a road, we'll both drink and drive
Kiss me with your cherry lipstick
Never wash you off my face
Hit me I can take your cheap shots
Leave you with the love we made
Come alive on the driver's side
So close I taste your breath
Your lips go dry, but they're sweet inside
Wine must go right to your head
It'd be easy if you get mad
But three fingers point back to you
We could stay here
Stay out all night
No one will know us and the moonlight
Kiss me with your cherry lipstick
Never wash you off my face
Hit me, I can take your cheap shots
Leave you with the love we made
I set my watch by a street-side clock
A needle in echo groove
You pierce my heart like a willing arm
Your ticking makes my blood move
There's no way out this fade out
Be Happy to Get what you do
Make him notice with both fists
Cause quitting alone will never get you dry
Never get you dry
Give me everything you've got now
I don't feel a single thing
Drag me out into the cold rain
Let it hover over me
Kiss me with your cherry lipstick
Never wash you off my face
Hit me, I can take your cheap shots
Leave you with the love we made
Hit me, I can take your cheap shot
Leave you with the love we made
Hit me, I can take your cheap shot
Leave you with the love we made
It maybe less hardcore than what I am used to litening to, but come'on. Or maybe I've just been left to my thoughts too late. IT'S FUCKING 4:30am!! grrr...
You just have to be in that kind of mood I guess. I've been up thinking of past events, significant or not they all have had influence on what I am now. The main event that triggered this was that I met some cool kids today at B&N near citiplace. They saw my bondage pants and got all intressted. Anywho, it got me thinking of when I had a "group" and we'd do stuff like that. You know what? Thats it, once this thing is off my arm I'm going to go see everyone and do a shitload of fun things that I've been waiting to do. Well, I hope you all have nice dreams, cuz I don't. I would go to sleep but the past 5 nights I have woken up from these weird dreams that feel so real and make me so happy, yet they aree simply that... dreams. ugh. I'll just drink tommorrow to get sleep. idk. I was thinking that I needed someone to make me happy, but now I realize it's all about living for the moment. That and remembering the good ones, because if you forget what makes you happy then you're just a slave to the hell that is in all of us. Just stay the course, thats what my new motto is. Of course it's hard to live by what I just said being a bipolar schyczo, but somehow I'll manage, or try to.
G'night peeps.
~Aeon
"Night Drive" ~ Jimmy Eat World
Lay back baby and we'll do this right
There's blankets in back we can use
I'll start the car, but we'll stay in park
The cold can kill us before fumes
Now's the right time for a good song
Got something to say what I can't
Do you feel bad, like I feel bad?
We'll pour us a road, we'll both drink and drive
Kiss me with your cherry lipstick
Never wash you off my face
Hit me I can take your cheap shots
Leave you with the love we made
Come alive on the driver's side
So close I taste your breath
Your lips go dry, but they're sweet inside
Wine must go right to your head
It'd be easy if you get mad
But three fingers point back to you
We could stay here
Stay out all night
No one will know us and the moonlight
Kiss me with your cherry lipstick
Never wash you off my face
Hit me, I can take your cheap shots
Leave you with the love we made
I set my watch by a street-side clock
A needle in echo groove
You pierce my heart like a willing arm
Your ticking makes my blood move
There's no way out this fade out
Be Happy to Get what you do
Make him notice with both fists
Cause quitting alone will never get you dry
Never get you dry
Give me everything you've got now
I don't feel a single thing
Drag me out into the cold rain
Let it hover over me
Kiss me with your cherry lipstick
Never wash you off my face
Hit me, I can take your cheap shots
Leave you with the love we made
Hit me, I can take your cheap shot
Leave you with the love we made
Hit me, I can take your cheap shot
Leave you with the love we made
It maybe less hardcore than what I am used to litening to, but come'on. Or maybe I've just been left to my thoughts too late. IT'S FUCKING 4:30am!! grrr...
You just have to be in that kind of mood I guess. I've been up thinking of past events, significant or not they all have had influence on what I am now. The main event that triggered this was that I met some cool kids today at B&N near citiplace. They saw my bondage pants and got all intressted. Anywho, it got me thinking of when I had a "group" and we'd do stuff like that. You know what? Thats it, once this thing is off my arm I'm going to go see everyone and do a shitload of fun things that I've been waiting to do. Well, I hope you all have nice dreams, cuz I don't. I would go to sleep but the past 5 nights I have woken up from these weird dreams that feel so real and make me so happy, yet they aree simply that... dreams. ugh. I'll just drink tommorrow to get sleep. idk. I was thinking that I needed someone to make me happy, but now I realize it's all about living for the moment. That and remembering the good ones, because if you forget what makes you happy then you're just a slave to the hell that is in all of us. Just stay the course, thats what my new motto is. Of course it's hard to live by what I just said being a bipolar schyczo, but somehow I'll manage, or try to.
G'night peeps.
~Aeon