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Know their feelings and perfect home [TM Question]

Mar 19, 2006 14:46

My list of people are very small. I've had to cut down on those around me for fear of harming them. Or bringing harm to them. I have already hurt moi bratishka more times than I want to count. But there is one thing I can say, we know each other. We understand each other. Very little words need be exchanged, though we have talked about the past. I ( Read more... )

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love_god_ares March 30 2006, 21:47:12 UTC

you sound lonely

aeon_flux69 March 30 2006, 21:58:25 UTC

Does it really matter if I am or not?

I hurt those around me that I care about... I deserve to feel the way I do.

love_god_ares March 30 2006, 22:06:31 UTC

I suppose that would depend on the extent or nature of the hurt. What's that old mortal expression? No pain no gain...

aeon_flux69 March 30 2006, 22:46:45 UTC

It was bad, though meant for good, it turned out badly.

I have suffered the pain and gained very little, only loosing. Because of me, moi sestra, child, was hurt badly.

I've lost the only I love.

I've hurt moi bratishka... brother. Though his life is coming back to what it once was... mine has been shattered and I really don't feel like picking up the pieces any more. Only the small one which is moi bratishka and that of Eros.

I made the bed, now I must sleep in it... alone.

love_god_ares March 30 2006, 23:22:03 UTC

I don't you'd need to be alone unless that was your choice.

aeon_flux69 March 30 2006, 23:29:19 UTC

It wasn't my choice.

For the first time in a long while... things happened and I couldn't control it or stop it from happening.

*sighs softly*

Some times... I don't think I deserve to live.

love_god_ares March 30 2006, 23:46:17 UTC

You deserve to live, never doubt that.

aeon_flux69 March 31 2006, 00:02:22 UTC

I only live for moi bratishka and for Eros. I don't live for myself.

I don't like what I see in the mirror any more. Hence the blonde hair.

love_god_ares March 31 2006, 00:04:29 UTC

I rather like your reflection.

aeon_flux69 March 31 2006, 00:23:40 UTC

It's nice to know someone does. *smiles softly*

How is your side of the world?

love_god_ares March 31 2006, 00:32:07 UTC

Warm and fluffy.

aeon_flux69 March 31 2006, 00:41:44 UTC

Warm and fluffy?

Well I guess it can be for a man who wears all white. And rather well I might add.

love_god_ares March 31 2006, 00:51:52 UTC

I try...

aeon_flux69 March 31 2006, 01:02:12 UTC

*blows a kiss*

aeon_flux69 March 31 2006, 00:21:18 UTC

I only live for moi bratishka and for Eros. I don't live for myself.

I don't like what I see in the mirror any more. Hence the blonde hair.

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