Most people wish that I... [TM promt]
Was dead.
I am sure of that. But it has been something I have lived with for a very long time. Since my creation, I have been wished dead. If it wasn't because of my beauty, it's because of my skills. Those are the reasons given.
Most wish me dead because I take the lives of others. I take if the price is right and high enough. If it is worth my wild and I'm not to bored. Because of that, most avoid me. Give me looks as I walk into a room or totally ignore me. Even those I once held close to me have abandoned me. Become more distant. As usual, I am on my own.
It is not something new to me. It was those I allowed in that have. I should have expected it. I should have known better. My teacher had seen it long before it happened. I listened then. I don't know what happened now.
But now... it's a time of change in my life. What will become of that change, I don't know.
I just don't know any more.
I am sure of that. But it has been something I have lived with for a very long time. Since my creation, I have been wished dead. If it wasn't because of my beauty, it's because of my skills. Those are the reasons given.
Most wish me dead because I take the lives of others. I take if the price is right and high enough. If it is worth my wild and I'm not to bored. Because of that, most avoid me. Give me looks as I walk into a room or totally ignore me. Even those I once held close to me have abandoned me. Become more distant. As usual, I am on my own.
It is not something new to me. It was those I allowed in that have. I should have expected it. I should have known better. My teacher had seen it long before it happened. I listened then. I don't know what happened now.
But now... it's a time of change in my life. What will become of that change, I don't know.
I just don't know any more.