What is it that I treasure the most? [TM Question 4/8-14/05]
It's a hard question for me to answer. See... I don't have many possessions. Not ones I can truly call my own. Slowly though, they are coming. Most here belong to my Sestra. I know what she values. Her freedom. Her family. Her loves. To her monitory things are just that. They really hold no value. They can be replaced. It's what is inside you that can not be. If your freedom is taken from you, you might as well be in a cage. And she doesn't mean what you give up willingly. Like willingly being someone's love slave. That is different. It's when it's taken from you. You are no long allowed free thought. You are used and abused in more ways than just the physical.
Her family is next. She used to function very well without them. But slowly she allowed each member into her heart. The little seeds planted and then grew. Grew into something she could no longer live without. That feeling of knowing someone out there cares about you. Loves you like not even a lover could. Who understands you and will not leave you in your time of need. It's what she holds onto now. It's what keeps her from fully just giving up.
Next is her loves. There are three she truly loves. Each one in different ways. Each one holding a special little place in her heart. And though she has many lovers, those three, each one would truly break her heart and break her if something was to happen. I don't think I need to mention who they are. They know who they are. That is all that matters. There is one in particular that just... he knows how special he is to her. He is her more than her heart. He is more than her soul if that is possible. If he were to... I honestly think she would follow.
As for me. Little Sestra. I treasure my family as well. They were there for me when I woke. They have been here for me when I needed them most. They teach me. Nurture me. They are my world and like her, I will do whatever they ask of me, need of me. I will love them always. No matter what happens to me in the end.
Then there is my little dove. The one thing I can call my very own. I found him. I took care of him. I did all this and no one else helped. Some might think it's silly or foolish but I don't care.
Oh... then there is Fox. *smiles*
Aeon Flux/Sestra
fandom: Aeon Flux
Her family is next. She used to function very well without them. But slowly she allowed each member into her heart. The little seeds planted and then grew. Grew into something she could no longer live without. That feeling of knowing someone out there cares about you. Loves you like not even a lover could. Who understands you and will not leave you in your time of need. It's what she holds onto now. It's what keeps her from fully just giving up.
Next is her loves. There are three she truly loves. Each one in different ways. Each one holding a special little place in her heart. And though she has many lovers, those three, each one would truly break her heart and break her if something was to happen. I don't think I need to mention who they are. They know who they are. That is all that matters. There is one in particular that just... he knows how special he is to her. He is her more than her heart. He is more than her soul if that is possible. If he were to... I honestly think she would follow.
As for me. Little Sestra. I treasure my family as well. They were there for me when I woke. They have been here for me when I needed them most. They teach me. Nurture me. They are my world and like her, I will do whatever they ask of me, need of me. I will love them always. No matter what happens to me in the end.
Then there is my little dove. The one thing I can call my very own. I found him. I took care of him. I did all this and no one else helped. Some might think it's silly or foolish but I don't care.
Oh... then there is Fox. *smiles*
Aeon Flux/Sestra
fandom: Aeon Flux