Dec 15, 2006 18:45
wow. this was, to say the least, a very different week for me. mentally draining in every way possible. emotionally taxing in every way possible. and honestly, i am just so glad it is over with, and that all involved are now in the process of a healing. this week was very humbling for me. but i really and truly needed some humbling. i'm not sorry for being closed with some of you, i am sorry for being too open with some of you. the last thing i should have done was to make this in any way about me.
letting it go...
letting it go...
letting it go...
easier said than done, yet easier done than expected.
i have a severe need to create. to spend this weekend alone. to spend this weekend in self discovery, god discovery, and creative discovery. mmm...delicious. if anyone needs me, i'll be...well...actually...i'd rather not say. you should not need me that badly. if you do, what you really need is a life. but some 101 might be nice for a change. so give me a call...no, give me a reason...
dear, dear ophelia,
sometimes i wish i could be you.
madness sounds profoundly reviving.