why did you hesitate when you said goodbye?
when he comes over here and all we do is lay in bed and stare at each other for hours.. i cant help but wonder what he's thinking. i can't help but assume that his feelings for me might be returning. you don't smile that much without reason. things are changing. but he's moving to montgomery now so .. i guess i shouldn't think about it. i thought i was over this. i would be so much better for him now. i've grown. i want to be the one to make him happy.