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ive always wanted to never want
i feel as though with time i have accomplished that
ive always wanted to never need
and i feel as though im accomplishing that through independency.
but its creating a void. to much indepence is creating a cold heart. I dont like relationships because i never want to rely on someone. I've always been my own safty net. but am i missing out? As of now things have been working out. My ideas, music, writting have been surfacing to area that is above jsut a statement on the tip of my tounge. I'm going to California so i can show the world my ideas, my storys, my fantasys, adventures, and nightmares. why shouldn't i be my own safety net?
by the way, i've stedily been losing sleep.
i feel as though with time i have accomplished that
ive always wanted to never need
and i feel as though im accomplishing that through independency.
but its creating a void. to much indepence is creating a cold heart. I dont like relationships because i never want to rely on someone. I've always been my own safty net. but am i missing out? As of now things have been working out. My ideas, music, writting have been surfacing to area that is above jsut a statement on the tip of my tounge. I'm going to California so i can show the world my ideas, my storys, my fantasys, adventures, and nightmares. why shouldn't i be my own safety net?
by the way, i've stedily been losing sleep.