general frustration
I don't like it when i'm unreasonable and crazyish. Today was one of those days. It took me half the day and a few tears to get my head on straight. Ryan is sick and therefore can't drive down. My hands hurt, i'm inching closer and closer to being financially f-ed and i have a concert tomorrow - all reasons i couldn't go up there. But it really bothered me. I didn't know what to do with myself for most of the day because of expectations that were not to be. Ryan and i had a little miscommunication (as all relationships do) and i had a lot of trouble dealing with it at first. I don't do well when my expectations fail. Que sera sera. I know now why i was so bothered and i feel much better for that understanding. I am learning. The realization came rather soon after the problem...Just so long as Ryan can understand and forgive, all will be well.
- It's really f-ing warm in this house
- It's really f-ing warm in this house