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I went over Kenny's house yesterday. We took some xanax, smoked, and watched a movie about mothers who become zombies by way of an STD.
I thought he was really my friend, like all of our past differences had been reconciled. He just wanted to fuck me though.
I can't deal with this bullshit. IT'S NOT AS IF I EVEN DO ANYTHING TO GIVE THE IMPRESSION THAT I WANT A FUCK BUDDY! But it seems like I'm finding out more and more that most of my guy friends, especially in Dracut, are hoping to hook up. I'm not a fucking slut. I just honestly enjoy the company of guys more than girls, in most cases.
He hurt me so badly. I don't know if I even want the company of any of my boys anymore. This shit has happened at least half a dozen times this summer.
All I want to do is cry.
I thought he was really my friend, like all of our past differences had been reconciled. He just wanted to fuck me though.
I can't deal with this bullshit. IT'S NOT AS IF I EVEN DO ANYTHING TO GIVE THE IMPRESSION THAT I WANT A FUCK BUDDY! But it seems like I'm finding out more and more that most of my guy friends, especially in Dracut, are hoping to hook up. I'm not a fucking slut. I just honestly enjoy the company of guys more than girls, in most cases.
He hurt me so badly. I don't know if I even want the company of any of my boys anymore. This shit has happened at least half a dozen times this summer.
All I want to do is cry.