goodbye in glitter

[aemei]

as the november moon rises, i set candles in the window to allow the sun to penetrate my room forever. i dont recognize this season without the warmth of another's embrace. i pass the same mirror everyday, the same one that shows a different person than the person that i saw last year. i've stopped sleeping on the right side of the bed and slowly found my way to the middle and sleeping alone never felt like this before. i'm okay with holding on but more than ever i've let go, of so many things.

i don't know what will happen in the future, but i do know i will conquer it with grace.