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My test was good. So yay for that. I feel really good about it.
I got lots of new clothes. It's exciting. I now have two cute little dresses and gray slacks, a new pair of gauchos, khaki boy short inspired capris (they come just below the knee), a few new t-shirts, gray jeans (YAY I'm excited about those. They are HOTT!), new heels (but not slingbacks : ( Sad, I know), new JAZZ shoes (I love love love jazz shoes), a new belt that is gorgeous, and two new dress shirts (one is Green! That's my favorite color!).
But I think what's most important is my new dress size! Yay for weight loss!
So this whole femme thing is fun. Girly = cute. I'm just throwing that out there.
I finally watched Steel Magnolias. It's a fabulous movie. I cried and cried and blamed it on Daniel for making me watch it. ; )
I fucking miss Keith and Kristen and Scott. I see Corey like once a week, but GOD I need some Keith and Kristen and Scott in my life. But I know Keith and Kristen are living it up on the coast having a hella good time. And Scott better be having a fucking GRAND time in Buenos Aires.
Liz, if you find a 'Mamma Mia!' key chain in NYC, would you get it for me? I didn't get one either time I've seen it, but I reallllllly want one. If not, that's okay. You better believe I'll still love ya, you crazy ho. I MISS YOU. We need to have a bollywood fest before I start back at MSU this fall. I have football games out the wazoo, and I'll only be home like 3 or 4 weekends from August til the end of November, and one of those I'm going to Tuscaloosa to the Alabama/Hawaii game (which is on September 2nd, I believe that is...2 days after Alex's birthday? If I have an extra ticket, you can come if you want!). POINT IS, I'm not going to see much of you people if you don't come down here, so we HAVE to have a bollywood fest so that I can get my Bollywood AND my Liz fix before I'm trapped in this shit hole of the universe for a good while. I hope you're having a FABULOUS time in NYC. LOVE YOU BOO! <3
It's incredible how much has changed during this past year. Like, looking back to this time last summer, and where I am RIGHT now, not too much has changed. I still see most of my same friends from home, and only one or two of my new MSU friends. But if you look at the course of the ENTIRE year, so many people have gone in and out or my life and so many have found places in my heart. It's strange because it doesn't bother me that so much has changed any more. It doesn't phase me at all. I'm just like... well, that's life. That's one thing it has taught me. Not to be so damn uptight and don't worry about things you can't control. Take life as it comes. My life has just a little less stress now.
I totally avoided a manic attack a week ago. It was about to hit at like 11 pm and it was going to hit hard too, but I sat down and I tried to stop it, and after about an hour, it went away. No medication needed. Which was good, because it knocks me out, and I had a test at 10 am the next day. I was so fucking excited that I could stop it. Sometimes I realize when they're gonna hit, and sometimes I don't. Usually I can catch my depressed episodes. (I'm generally depressive, but sometimes I have episodes of intensified depression.) I had one of those Saturday..? Yeah, I think it was Saturday. It's so strange. The excessively large ratio of noise to people hurts my brain and it shuts off and I can't think and I have to get out. It's like chlostrophobia for your brain. I can catch those most of the time though, because I start biting my lower lip and my eyes start to tic because my brain isn't functioning normally. That usually gives me about a five minute warning to get the hell out of that situation or it will hit and I won't be able to stop it. I'm excited that I'm starting to catch them before they happen. Maybe they won't happen as often anymore and I can actually think without interruptions.
I'm wearing my hair in braids today. I don't know why though. I don't think I've had my hair in braids since I was like, 14 or so. For some reason though this morning I was like... I WANT BRAIDS. So I went for it. Since my hair is actually a little long, it looks cute.
I think I'm gonna see if Doc is at the choral buildings. If so, I'm gonna go play down there. Maybe play some piano. That'd be nice. It helps my channel my energy.
15.
My test was good. So yay for that. I feel really good about it.
I got lots of new clothes. It's exciting. I now have two cute little dresses and gray slacks, a new pair of gauchos, khaki boy short inspired capris (they come just below the knee), a few new t-shirts, gray jeans (YAY I'm excited about those. They are HOTT!), new heels (but not slingbacks : ( Sad, I know), new JAZZ shoes (I love love love jazz shoes), a new belt that is gorgeous, and two new dress shirts (one is Green! That's my favorite color!).
But I think what's most important is my new dress size! Yay for weight loss!
So this whole femme thing is fun. Girly = cute. I'm just throwing that out there.
I finally watched Steel Magnolias. It's a fabulous movie. I cried and cried and blamed it on Daniel for making me watch it. ; )
I fucking miss Keith and Kristen and Scott. I see Corey like once a week, but GOD I need some Keith and Kristen and Scott in my life. But I know Keith and Kristen are living it up on the coast having a hella good time. And Scott better be having a fucking GRAND time in Buenos Aires.
Liz, if you find a 'Mamma Mia!' key chain in NYC, would you get it for me? I didn't get one either time I've seen it, but I reallllllly want one. If not, that's okay. You better believe I'll still love ya, you crazy ho. I MISS YOU. We need to have a bollywood fest before I start back at MSU this fall. I have football games out the wazoo, and I'll only be home like 3 or 4 weekends from August til the end of November, and one of those I'm going to Tuscaloosa to the Alabama/Hawaii game (which is on September 2nd, I believe that is...2 days after Alex's birthday? If I have an extra ticket, you can come if you want!). POINT IS, I'm not going to see much of you people if you don't come down here, so we HAVE to have a bollywood fest so that I can get my Bollywood AND my Liz fix before I'm trapped in this shit hole of the universe for a good while. I hope you're having a FABULOUS time in NYC. LOVE YOU BOO! <3
It's incredible how much has changed during this past year. Like, looking back to this time last summer, and where I am RIGHT now, not too much has changed. I still see most of my same friends from home, and only one or two of my new MSU friends. But if you look at the course of the ENTIRE year, so many people have gone in and out or my life and so many have found places in my heart. It's strange because it doesn't bother me that so much has changed any more. It doesn't phase me at all. I'm just like... well, that's life. That's one thing it has taught me. Not to be so damn uptight and don't worry about things you can't control. Take life as it comes. My life has just a little less stress now.
I totally avoided a manic attack a week ago. It was about to hit at like 11 pm and it was going to hit hard too, but I sat down and I tried to stop it, and after about an hour, it went away. No medication needed. Which was good, because it knocks me out, and I had a test at 10 am the next day. I was so fucking excited that I could stop it. Sometimes I realize when they're gonna hit, and sometimes I don't. Usually I can catch my depressed episodes. (I'm generally depressive, but sometimes I have episodes of intensified depression.) I had one of those Saturday..? Yeah, I think it was Saturday. It's so strange. The excessively large ratio of noise to people hurts my brain and it shuts off and I can't think and I have to get out. It's like chlostrophobia for your brain. I can catch those most of the time though, because I start biting my lower lip and my eyes start to tic because my brain isn't functioning normally. That usually gives me about a five minute warning to get the hell out of that situation or it will hit and I won't be able to stop it. I'm excited that I'm starting to catch them before they happen. Maybe they won't happen as often anymore and I can actually think without interruptions.
I'm wearing my hair in braids today. I don't know why though. I don't think I've had my hair in braids since I was like, 14 or so. For some reason though this morning I was like... I WANT BRAIDS. So I went for it. Since my hair is actually a little long, it looks cute.
I think I'm gonna see if Doc is at the choral buildings. If so, I'm gonna go play down there. Maybe play some piano. That'd be nice. It helps my channel my energy.