Comments | aelustical: these miles hold an infinite time

aelustical

these miles hold an infinite time

Nov 05, 2004 17:56

I want to go home. And it seems like something or someone is making this impossible for me to do. I just want to go home and be with Brad. Why is this seeming like a journey to the sun? I don't understand this. Every possible thing that could have went wrong, has gone wrong. Okay, so I get it now, I'm not even laughing or trying to be a good sport ( Read more... )

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rundown_memoirs November 5 2004, 15:59:21 UTC

Aww, Sarah. I'm sure you'll have a lovely time with Brad and it will make everything else worth it. At least I hope so. You need it, Love. <333

palpitez November 6 2004, 06:15:51 UTC

hey, it's bonka.
add me again?

monetary November 7 2004, 10:27:46 UTC

<333 i hope your plans worked out.

killthemachine November 11 2004, 19:37:15 UTC

i know it's not much comfort- though maybe you're already home so you won't need it-
but i do know how you feel. being and feeling far away is the worst to make you feel alone.
about the cigarettes, it was basically gradual.
i'd gone from 15 or so to 7 smokes a day for a few months, realizing i didn't need that many.
eventually i went down to 3, which was harder since it was more deliberate. it was a good number.
then i just kept feeling headache-y everytime i had one, and i got sick again,
which is when i went the whole sickness without them and decided to try staying off them for a few days afterwards.
that turned into a week, then two and on. maybe you could ask your boyfriend
how long he thinks he could go without them, realistically, even if he feels sick.
he won't throw up or anything. he can just eat in the morning instead of having a smoke and it'll be fine.
as long as he doesn't concentrate on it. it also helps if you aren't
around cigarettes/smokers (as in school, malls...) and you have things to keep you busy even when you think about ( ... )