maybe it's just that my bed has grown...now you're halfway around the world

[aelora_anuan]

i'm tired, i'm frustrated, and i need somewhere to vent, so here goes. work sucked tonight like none other. people were bitchy, i was bitchy and yeah....my brain won't friggin' work for the life of me, my body has completely turned against me and won't do a thing i tell it and further more, decides to do the opposite of what i need it to do.

christian has called like five times in the past couple days, and for various and assorted reasons, i haven't gotten the chance to talk to him and it's making me mad. i just want to curl up and cuddle with him, but that's not happening. grrr.

usually, i'm one of those people who enjoys going out with friends, hanging out, going places and doing things...but since school got out, i feel like i've gone non-stop and have had no down time, and i need to sleep. but, when sleep finally arrives, it's so fitful that i might as well not be sleeping and doing something productive with my time. but, without sleep, my body and mind become more and more run-down and less and less productive. it's defeating. wow, i'm babbling now, aren't i? *blushes* don't i feel foolish. well, that's your glimpse into the demented and sleep-deprived mind of aelora for the day. *huggle*