MY CREYS!
You guys, I just... I CAN'T WRITE FIC ANYMORE!!
*SOBS*
I try. I do. I have SO MANY ideas running amok in my head, and the I write a couple of paragraphs and I sit there and stare at it and only one thought appears:
THIS IS ABSOLUTE CRAP.
*wibble*
I don't know what my issue is - I am absolutely paralyzed with fear over the idea of writing and posting something suddenly. Admittedly I took a break for the last few months to focus on school (which didn't really work - I got my first B), but what happened? Why this sudden paranoia that every last word I write is totally and completely worthless. Like, it's been done better, said better, doesn't need to be repeated.
I just sit here. And stare. And feel positively sick because I want to write so bad (Klaine does that to me!), and I can't.
I seriously want to cry. :(
*SOBS*
I try. I do. I have SO MANY ideas running amok in my head, and the I write a couple of paragraphs and I sit there and stare at it and only one thought appears:
THIS IS ABSOLUTE CRAP.
*wibble*
I don't know what my issue is - I am absolutely paralyzed with fear over the idea of writing and posting something suddenly. Admittedly I took a break for the last few months to focus on school (which didn't really work - I got my first B), but what happened? Why this sudden paranoia that every last word I write is totally and completely worthless. Like, it's been done better, said better, doesn't need to be repeated.
I just sit here. And stare. And feel positively sick because I want to write so bad (Klaine does that to me!), and I can't.
I seriously want to cry. :(