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Feb 16, 2009 05:23

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mariagatesdirnt Since i forgot her in the link to this I LOVE JOO!! Hehehe she was the 3rd beta and one of the stars in my next Straight A7X Fic XX love ya

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ONE SHOT SLASH "OH BALLS"

"Goddamn it Gerard, why did you do that?!" I shout at him as tears formed in my eyes. We had just gotten off stage after another of what should have been a fun-filled show of me jumping around like crazy and Gee being his normal sexy self, but this time was different. He would normally come over to me and rub my chest or kiss me, but no! This time he went to the fucking 'fro of a man, Ray!

Not that I don't like Ray - hell he is one of my best friends - but as I can say for most people, it hurts when you see your best friend and your crush make out. Not only had they made out, but it was in front of so many people and well, I did the only thing I could think of...

I kicked him in the balls.

"Do what Frankie? Why in the hell did you fucking kick me in the balls?" Gerard replied with a confused and slightly pained look on his face after he walked over to me. I just pout and walk away, leaving all but one of the guys confused at my actions.

As soon as I was out of the building, I heard girls and guys calling my name. I wiped away the stray tear that rolled down my cheek, put on my 'sexy' smile, and start to walk slowly over to them. There are about eight guys and just two girls since there are bands still playing.

"Oh, yes! He's coming over!" I heard one of the guys shout. I looked over at him in shock at how cute he was. 'Not as cute as Gee,' I say to my self as I finally reach them.

"Well hello there, looks like someone's very happy to see me," I say, adding my trade mark giggle.

I watch the Gee look-alike out of the side of my eye and see him blush.

"Frank, can you sign my top?" A blond haired girl asked as she twiddled her hair round her finger trying to look sexy. I inwardly smile when the Gee look-alike glares at her.

"Sure thing but you know my name and I don't know yours, so before I sign anything I want you all to introduce yourselves." I reply with a kind smile.

They went down the line telling me their names, but I didn't really listen. That is, until cutie's turn - he is the last in line and standing a bit away from the fence almost like he was shy.

"Come on dude, you’re not shy are you?" I ask, looking right at him and smile.

"Oh... I'm Edward... but you can call me Eddy," he says as a blush formed on his face.

One of the other guys shouted, "You hate it when we call you Eddy." I think that guy's name was...Tom.

"Yeah, that’s because I only want cool people calling me Eddy!" he replied, sticking his tongue out at the other boy. That made me giggle.

"Good one Eddy. Oh, and once I sign your stuff, why don't you just head back in? I can assure you that the rest of the guys will not be out before the last band." I smile at them and went about signing everyone’s things, leaving Eddy to the last.

"So do you want anything signed?" I asked him as the last person finally left; I walked up to him and lean on the fence.

"No, I just came back here for the chance to see you... I mean the band, not just you!" He rambles, a blush working its way up his face.

I laughed at that. "So you didn't want to see me, just the band?!" I said with a fake pout. 'What the hell are you doing? Stop flirting this instance' my inner voice shouted at me.

"Well you are the main reason I came back here. You’re hot," Eddy told me leaning closer to me, our faces inches away.

It takes me a second to realize what he's planning, and by then his lips are on mine. I'm frozen on the spot. All I can think about is that I wish he was Gerard. It takes me another second to pull back from him.

"What, was I to forward? I'm sorry it’s just you made me realize that I was b i… the way you and Gerard kiss on stage, it’s so hot!" Ed said, looking into my eyes.

I take a step back from him and shake my head and tell him,

"I'm sorry. You’re hot and all, and I’m sure you will make someone a very happy person, but that person won't be me." Eddy looks down sadly.

"I'm sorry. I just like someone else, a lot." With that I started to run, I don't know where, just anywhere away from here.

I've just got back to the venue and I've already spent over an hour on the phone with one of my close friends and best tech girl in history, Senga. She couldn't make it this tour because she had another job with Avenged Sevenfold, wanting to spend time with her boyfriend The Rev and brother Zacky.

She had calmed me down, trying to convince me that Gerard didn't mean to hurt me and that I was just overreacting.

I cough. "B-but Senga, he kissed him, not me," I tell her, wiping the fresh tears that formed in my eyes.

"Come on babe, he kisses you and rubs your chest almost every show, and didn't you tell me just this morning that you had a bit of a cough? Don't you think it - Jimmy stop it I'm busy! - Sorry, anyway, as I was saying, don't you think it would have been a bad idea if Gee had kissed you then got a cough as well? It could have made him unable to sing, and I'm sure your fans would have been unhappy=2 0about not seeing you guys." She reasons.

"Why do you have to be so logical?" I ask her with a sigh. Tears have stopped falling from my eyes.

"Because I'm just that amazing."

"Yeah, amazing in bed...owww," I hear Jimmy shout from beside her, which had made Senga laugh.

“Thanks babe, you helped. I will let you kill or do unspeakable things to Jimmy now." We say our goodbyes and hang up.
With that, I started the long walk back over to the tour bus.

"Frankie is that you?" I heared Gerard's sleepy voice call from the couch. I switched on the side light and looked up to see worry plastered all over Gee’s face.

"Yeah Gee, I'm back. Sorry for kicking you in the balls earlier, I was just...in a bad mood," I sighed as I walked over to him.

"It’s okay, I'm sorry about whatever I did to make you mad," Gee said, sitting up to allow me to sit beside him.

"Frankie?" He says after a few minutes of silence. I look at him, showing that I'm listening to him.

"Why did you pull back from that guy outside? He was cute, I'm sure he was your type." When he finished my jaw was on the floor.

"W…w…what?!" I screeched out.

“Look Frankie, I know you’re gay. I asked Senga last time we were on tour, but I don’t think differently of you so don’t worry, okay?” He said, standing up and walking over to me since I haven't had time to sit down yet, and he hugs me.

I lean into him, hugging him back as fresh tears fall from my eyes and land on his T-shirt.

Pulling back, he looked at me and brought his hand up to wipe my eyes.

“Frankie, why are you crying?” he asks. I sighed and gave him a small smile.

“Don’t worry Gee, these are tears of happiness. I’m so glad that you can accept me for who I am.” When I told him this, I also wrapped my arms around his neck and planted a kiss on his cheek.

Stepping away, he asks, “So wanna go watch a chick flick and eat ice cream? We don’t have a show tomorrow so don’t worry about staying up too late.” I giggled and nodded.

I run into the kitchen area and grab a tub of vanilla ice cream and two spoons, I come back breathless to see Gerard now shirtless under ‘our’ cover.

It is the big, fluffy, purple one we always used when we watched movies; it was a birthday present from Gee our first year on the road and I never when anywhere without it.

“Move over. What movie did you choose?” I asked as I handed him the tub and goy settled in the couch.

“Queen of the Dammed, I know it’s not really a chick flick but Stuart Town send is hot!” Gee says with a grin, as we dug into the ice cream and started the film.

We've been watching the film now for about half an hour, and I can’t take my eyes off Gerard.

The way his long, black hair shines in the dull light of the T.V, the way his lips twitch when he thinks Lestat has said something funny, the way his eyes stare back at mine…wait what?

“What’s wrong Frankie?” Gerard asks me a second time before I can get a word out.

“I…Gee, do you… I mean are you…” I stutteedr out, trying to find the right word to ask him if he likeed me as more than a friend.

After all, he does kiss me on stage even though he knows I'm gay. and we always do things like what we are doing now when I'm sad or upset - he is the one there for me. Before he has the chance to answer, my phone rings. I look at the screen ‘Senga’.

Looking at Gerard I say, “I’m sorry Gee, I have to take this. I will be back in a few minutes so don’t bother pausing it.”

Moving the cover off myself, I stand up and walk out the door. I can feel eyes on me but I decide to just ignore it; I’m sure Gee is too busy watching the film to be looking at me.

“Senga, I’m gonna kill you!” I hiss at her as I answer the phone.

0A “Well thanks, I love you too dude. But I just got a text of Bob saying him and Ray are spending the night at a hotel, something about the bunks being to small for Ray and he wanted a decent night sleep, so Bob offered to keep him company.” She says to me quickly, “So... How did things go with Gee?” She adds.

“Okay, things are going good, he told me that he knows I’m gay thanks to a little deviant guitar techie.”

“We're actually watching a movie now so if that’s all, you can go and have your weird, crazy monkey sex with Rev or something because I’m switching my phone off.” I say with a laugh.

“Yeah, just cause you want some action too... talk later. Bye.” She replies, and with that, we hang up.

Jumping back on the bus, I see that the couch and blanket have been abandoned, the DVD is off, and the ice cream is no where to be seen. I look around to see where Gee could be, when I hear what sounds like humming coming from the back room, where the bunks are.

I follow my curiosity and make my way back to the bunks. I stop and smile when I find the source: Gee is curled up in the top left-hand bunk, looking straight at me and singing an unknown song softly.

"What are doing?" I whisper, afraid I would spoil the moment. He looked so calm and at peace laying there with the covers at his waist an d still topless - it was a wonderful site.

He stops singing, "Waiting for you Frankie." He whispers back, a smile bright on his face as he waited for a reply.

"What about the DVD and the ice cream we had..." My sentence is stopped short when I see Gee remove the duvet that hid his lower half. The older man had nothing but his boxers on. My mouth was dry and my eyes widened more at it.

"Get in Frankie, it's warm." He smiles, nudging at the far end to allow me space to climb up.

I shakily climb in the bunk; I sit with my knees to my chest. My fingers start to shake from nervousness and the confusion Gee has caused me.

"Lay down Frankie, I'm not gonna bite you," He laughs nervously. I nod, shifting so I lay stiffly next to Gee my head pointing straight up, ' I'm in his bed...oh god. It smells so nice' I thought. I froze once I felt the bed shift and Gerard move. He reached down and pulled the duvet over us. His arm laid across my stomach sending my butterflies wild.

"Gee? Erm.. what's going on?" I ask a little shocked and confused.

"Why didn't you tell me?" He responds, head resting in the crook of my neck.

"Tell you what Gee?... I'm confused... why are you being so...different with me." I asked turning on my side so I could face Gerard.

"That you want me Frankie, why hide it?" My breathing hitches. 'Oh shit' I though to myself, strug gling to find the right response. "I...well I guess I was scared, but...how?..How did you know?..." I finally managed to confess to the older man.

"You should really get a new tech that doesn't rat out your secrets when offered JD as a bribe...?" He giggles. "But...scared of what? My reaction?" He asks seriously.

Now or never. I spill my heart out: "Gee, it's not just that, I was scared that you might look at me with disgust in your eyes and never want to see me again. I... I just didn't want to lose you Gee, you mean everything. I love you Gerard Way. If you hate me, go right head. I'm sorry."

"Do you think that low of me, I would never hate you for being the way you are Frankie. Like the same way I would never hate Batman for his cool outfit and flying ability." Gerard said, pulling back slightly, giving me a shooken look before he threw in the last part, trying to be funny. But I just couldn't laugh.

I turn my head in shame. How could I ever think that Gee would judge someone. I should know better. I feel fingers caress my jaw.

"Look at me Frankie." I turn to face him. Our noses brush and I took a deep breath, taking in Gerard's scent.

"I'm Sorry Gee, I should have known you would never judge me, even Senga knew you wouldn't." Tears slowly descend down my cheeks and over my jaw.

"Hey, don't cry! There's nothing to cry about, okay? Everything is going to be fine." He reassures me.

"Okay.. hiccup.. So what.. hiccup now?" I ask through blurry eyes.

His lips ghost over mine, "I think you should kiss me." He whispers low.

My eyes dart back and forth between his now wet, pink lips and his entrancing brown eyes. Our eyes lock one final time before I close the gap and seal our lips together. It was heaven - his lips on mine felt amazing.

Eyes shutting instantly, his tongue runs across my bottom lip, gaining entrance to my mouth, where our tongues meet in a battle of dominance, letting Gee take control almost immediately by allowing him to explore my mouth and never missing a single bit. His warm yet rough tongue slowly exits my mouth. Where he places a gently loveling kiss on my red, swollen lips. My eyes flutter open and meet Gee's. I take in his features.

His dark chocolate brown eyes that light up the way they do when he walks into a comic store, or when coffee is placed in front of him ready to start the day. His pink lips that curl up into a smile when he's talking to Mikey, discussing ideas with Ray and Bob, or when I go completely crazy on stage, and he smiles that perfectly flawed smile at me. Long, shoulder length hair that rest perfectly against his cheekbones, covering his eyes when his head dips in shyness or in complete concentration. Wet, black hair that sticks to his forehead and neck after sweating on stage and singing his heart out...

Looking at him. I see nothing but perfection and love for others, "Frankie? What are you thinking?" He asks as his lips curl into a smile.

"That I don't need a new tech, and how happy you just made me." I say honestly.

"You made me happy too." He smiles, "Senga can stay, but on one condition..." He adds.

"And what's that?"

"Try and find something else we can bribe her with, we're gonna go broke if we keep buying her JD." He laughs. I giggle.

"Okay, okay."

I snuggle close to him and rest my head against his, closing my sleepy eyes.

"Frankie?"

"Yeah Gee?" I mumble.

"Why did you hit me in the balls at the show? What did I do?"

"You kissed The Fro, dude. Oh, and I had too much sugar before the gig."

"Next time leave the genitals alone. We may need them later." He laughs into my neck.

I kiss the top of his head, "Sure thing Batman. Night."

"Night Robin."

one shot, frerard

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