oi dancing boy...
i think i need to become a nun or a buddhist....
shouldn't you be allowed to have expectations? i mean they always ruin everything...they ruin me everyday. but if you stop having them, doesn't that mean you've given up? doesn't it mean you don't give a fuck anymore? that you're apathetic? i get so angry when i think about trying to rid my life of expectations...i don't want to give into apathy. i want someone to fucking live up to my expectations...my seemingly impossible expectations. i mean what the fuck is that even about? they're not impossible. consideration is not only not impossible, it's fucking easy. fuck.
shouldn't you be allowed to have expectations? i mean they always ruin everything...they ruin me everyday. but if you stop having them, doesn't that mean you've given up? doesn't it mean you don't give a fuck anymore? that you're apathetic? i get so angry when i think about trying to rid my life of expectations...i don't want to give into apathy. i want someone to fucking live up to my expectations...my seemingly impossible expectations. i mean what the fuck is that even about? they're not impossible. consideration is not only not impossible, it's fucking easy. fuck.