Jun 22, 2006 15:36
I don't like being idolised. It makes me feel fake.
I don't like being patronised. It makes me feel POSSESSED. (as in, opposite of possessive)
I don't like being called CUTE. >_< It makes me feel like a teddy bear. Also, as someone once said that I was cute because I wasn't *pretty*... Rawr. But Lynnie says Chunny is cute, I'm pretty. :) Florence says her mental image of Joanna is of a soya bean, and her mental image of me is of a doll. My cousin who's seven, Estella, stared at me during one family dinner. She said I was prettier than her mother (because she's at the age where she idolises barbie dolls).
Okay, now I'm going to do other stuff and THEN perhaps study.
*feels terrible*
Alaris
P.s. Also, I hate it when people use my Alaris image and pretend I'm some sort of weird princess, because that's not the point at all! The point is GLAMOUR. rawr rawr rawr. How can they use such a personal thing and warp it so that I wish they'd never heard of the name Alaris in the first place?
Even if it's unintentional, I think it's something I will never forgive or forget.
Edit: Oh, um. I hate people misspelling things. :) We must never forget what makes Alaris Alaris!