total obliteration - whiteroom
Sometimes you really can't think. Sometimes you feel like stopping everything and everyone, then running off to somewhere only you could go.
In other words, it's my whiteroom world mood again.
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Sometimes you want to say things without people hearing, but with people knowing. Or - they can hear you, but they won't react - change their opinion of you, no matter what you do. Sometimes you want people to be conscious that you are that, without judging.
It's impossible. Isn't it? It's like using a nom de plume. Because you still can't say all you want to say.
*looks down*
It's being as mean as you want to be without hurting anyone's feelings. But they have to understand!
You wish people wouldn't recognise you anywhere, and you could be invisible in a way, but not really invisible. You wish you could be an immortal and wise.
You wish everyone would die by the way they most feared, and the way that would most hurt. Because the world would be a much more peaceful place without them around.
In other words, it's my whiteroom world mood again.
...
Sometimes you want to say things without people hearing, but with people knowing. Or - they can hear you, but they won't react - change their opinion of you, no matter what you do. Sometimes you want people to be conscious that you are that, without judging.
It's impossible. Isn't it? It's like using a nom de plume. Because you still can't say all you want to say.
*looks down*
It's being as mean as you want to be without hurting anyone's feelings. But they have to understand!
You wish people wouldn't recognise you anywhere, and you could be invisible in a way, but not really invisible. You wish you could be an immortal and wise.
You wish everyone would die by the way they most feared, and the way that would most hurt. Because the world would be a much more peaceful place without them around.