freggin tired....looooonggg days..i havent updated in like a week and a half lol, oh well..ive had opportunities, but im too lazy now a days
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well i'm going to try and make this plain and simple. you obviously change around guys, and i agree with felicia on this 100%, because around guys (example: andrew) its like a completly new world. i menchaned going to the special olympics to you awhile back and you laughed your ass off, and all of a sudden its not funny? its either youre bipolar, or you've changed dramatically. and no, youre not perfect because you too make fun of kids like that. how funny it is that andrew was making fun of laura longos diabetes ditector at your party but as soon as special olympics comes up its "fucked up". how interesting. what makes it even more interesting is that while walking back to school i heard you murmur to andrew in a LOW voice "yeah i wasnt gonna go to the special olympics, thats fucking retarted". thats basically behind my back, yet in front of me. the worst there is-- and also proving my point from the beginning. lets get real here.. how long have you known me? now do you actually believe id waste me time at the special olympics and MAKE FUN OF THE KIDS IN FRONT OF THEIR PARENTS? LET ALONE IN FRONT OF ANYONE? i dont think so. also, dont spaz out, i havent told anybody personal shit, and i dont plan on it, im not that gay..and its not that you have to be worrying about it, perhaps youre just paranoid. another thing to, if you dont agree with me, than we obviously dont get along and there will be some conflicts, and thats the way i see it reguardless. i give no apologies, so expect none. so much for short and simple
you know ashley, i didnt do anything wrong and you KNOW that. i just feel really sorry for you cause if you keep acting like this youre going to end up alone. and i wont go down to your level and scream shit at you in the hallway. im a bit more mature than that. its sad that you feel like you have to be an assohle to me when you know it hurts me, or maybe you just do it because youre insecure or something. i dont change anround andrew, youre just writing all this shit cause youre pissed off that i disagreed with you on what you said. and no i didnt basically talk behind your back - i TOLD you it as fucked up for you to want to go. and maybe i lauhged my ass off a while ago, ubt i guess im seeing you for the person you actually are. and i guess now that i see it, theres no point in trying to be friends with you. so go ahead, make fun of me, be a dick in the halls, try to get my friends to hate me - not gonna work, you wont get a reaction out of me. cause it takes a really sad person to do those things. and for the record, this whole thing isnt about the special olympics - its about how you can handle me diasgreeing with you and actually STANDING up to you.
ps - forget about trying to involve felicia.. she thinks its just as fucked up as i do, and she thought i changed when i was around YOU - not guys. and i was differrent when i was around you, i acted like i was your bitch or something, i didnt DARE say anything against ASHLEY LEFEVRE. well fuck that shit cause thats fucking stupid
let me break apart your letter.."you know ashley, i didnt do anything wrong and you KNOW that." oh yes jackie, i love to pick fights for my amusmant, etc. [sarcasm by the way]. "and i wont go down to your level and scream shit at you in the hallway. im a bit more mature than that. " really you're more mature than that? then how come you decided to start the 'out loud scream fest' in the hallways? last i remember you're the one who said out loud WITHOUT looking at me [never knew why you wouldnt do that?] that i needed to grow up, blah blah, etc. "i dont change anround andrew, youre just writing all this shit cause youre pissed off that i disagreed with you on what you said." actually, no i didnt, thats weird how did you suddenly get into my head and know what i was thinking? "and no i didnt basically talk behind your back - i TOLD you it as fucked up for you to want to go." really? then why did you happen to say it in a low voice where i was lucky enough to be exactly behind you, and barely could hear it. in fact i had to walk fast to hear it. "and maybe i lauhged my ass off a while ago, ubt i guess im seeing you for the person you actually are." yes sure sure, you too made fun of kids as well, you shouldnt of made fun of kids in the first place and "lead me on" for a lack of a better phrase. "and i guess now that i see it, theres no point in trying to be friends with you." that actually might be the only thing worth reading, and that i agree on. "so go ahead, make fun of me, be a dick in the halls, try to get my friends to hate me - not gonna work, you wont get a reaction out of me. cause it takes a really sad person to do those things." im not trying to get your friends against you, im not that dull or pathetic..i have no idea where you got that idea from. you know that when i ever got into fights with either nichole spice or emiliy adams i never tried that, get real. make fun of you? nah that was once and i dont plan on it again, i actually intend on forgeting everything and pretending nothing ever happened- as if we dont exhist. brillent aye? "forget about trying to involve felicia.. she thinks its just as fucked up as i do, and she thought i changed when i was around YOU - not guys. and i was differrent when i was around you, i acted like i was your bitch or something, i didnt DARE say anything against ASHLEY LEFEVRE. well fuck that shit cause thats fucking stupid" never tried to get felicia on you, she thinks the whole situation/fight is fucked up, ive already spoken to her..she thinks you do change around others too, or that is what ive interperated. im not trying to get felicia on you as i said above, im not that dull nor am i that pathetic. also, jackie, so many damn things piss me off about you that ive kept in, im not even gonna say them now im not in the mood nor do i feel like fucking typing any longer......just end it all man, i dont know why i bothered writiting this.../end
U know ashly theres a lot of things that i hate about u to, especially how u think this whole thing is my fault. But i dont care, because ur just a miserable person and ur gonna end up alone all by urself in the end. And its really sad that u have to be an asshole to other ppl to make urself feel better. Im gonna pretened taht i dont know u so dont even look at me in school.
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ps - forget about trying to involve felicia.. she thinks its just as fucked up as i do, and she thought i changed when i was around YOU - not guys. and i was differrent when i was around you, i acted like i was your bitch or something, i didnt DARE say anything against ASHLEY LEFEVRE. well fuck that shit cause thats fucking stupid
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