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I have not updated this in a very long time.
I feel like I have very few friends left to hangout with around here. I really want to just go out more and meet new people. I have this very bad habit of meeting girls on the internet and I continue to do it.. i'm very good at it no doubt but it's just such a hassle.. I feel like I have a lack of social skills, I feel like I can't be happy alone at all.. I used to be so satisfied just sitting in my room playing games and what not but I cannot do that anymore. I get to be alone and do whatever I want and I just sit here and get depressed unless I have someone to hangout with. I basically have been hanging out with sean and going to shows. I met this girl Fiona and we have been going to some concerts together. I was hanging out with Michelle for a bit but that stopped.
I feel like everyone around my age has to be getting fucked up on something to have fun. I don't mind drinking and I enjoyed getting high at party's but so many people are doing this stuff allll the time it's just bad in my opinion.
I stopped going to the gym for the most part and I think that was helping alot. I feel like I was not making any progress and it was due to my eating habits. I've been wanting to make a plan for working out and eating but have not done it so I just have not gone to the gym at all.
Work is good, i'm not sure what i'll be doing by the end of the year because my job is changing quite a bit but they have assured me many many times there will be work for me so that is good.
I need to do something with myself. The hobby's I have are not enough.. My Z car is back on the road and fast as ever but it's nothing new really. I'd like to take guitar lessons soon but it's expensive as ever.
I feel like I have very few friends left to hangout with around here. I really want to just go out more and meet new people. I have this very bad habit of meeting girls on the internet and I continue to do it.. i'm very good at it no doubt but it's just such a hassle.. I feel like I have a lack of social skills, I feel like I can't be happy alone at all.. I used to be so satisfied just sitting in my room playing games and what not but I cannot do that anymore. I get to be alone and do whatever I want and I just sit here and get depressed unless I have someone to hangout with. I basically have been hanging out with sean and going to shows. I met this girl Fiona and we have been going to some concerts together. I was hanging out with Michelle for a bit but that stopped.
I feel like everyone around my age has to be getting fucked up on something to have fun. I don't mind drinking and I enjoyed getting high at party's but so many people are doing this stuff allll the time it's just bad in my opinion.
I stopped going to the gym for the most part and I think that was helping alot. I feel like I was not making any progress and it was due to my eating habits. I've been wanting to make a plan for working out and eating but have not done it so I just have not gone to the gym at all.
Work is good, i'm not sure what i'll be doing by the end of the year because my job is changing quite a bit but they have assured me many many times there will be work for me so that is good.
I need to do something with myself. The hobby's I have are not enough.. My Z car is back on the road and fast as ever but it's nothing new really. I'd like to take guitar lessons soon but it's expensive as ever.