What You Get Is What you See...You Can Bet Its worth it...What you Get is Me...
Today sucked hard-core.
Not even trickin.
thanks Corey for listening to me rant and rave for 20 minutes. i needed it bad. i heart you :)
sooooooo the rest of my year isnt going to go quite as i expected. i dont kno if im really mad or really relieved. i just dont know what to think. a certain boy has used up all my thinking power and left me with nothing but a blank.
but i think in the end everything will turn out okay. at least that's what im hoping. i think that if i have the right people and as long as i dont fuck up anymore everything should be fine.
i just wanna be happy. okay..maybe happy isnt the word..because im happy all the time, okay well, most of the time...im always laughing, having a good time so happy's not the word....hmm..okay i think its content. i really really really would like to be content...with..everything. and i want things to be normal and im tired of the drama and right now i would reeeeaally just like to drink myself into a state of numb...
that would be great.
Chad you are going to be so mad at me so im just apologizing for that now. I need to talk to you.
and uhh..yeah i def. needed my pissed off music today but did i have it...nooooooooo......its okay tho...i still love you...i suppose...ha
im just...babbling..and i know it..and i dont care...i need Saturday right now...
I need a burning stake
I need a piercing dart
I need something as hot as it is sharp
And I need to bleed
I need to burn
I need a sure thing
I need a sure thing
And you are a mystery to me
later nukkas.